A Bevin Hero [The O'Hagan Way 5] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour ManLove) by Joyee Flynn Page A

need any more than that. What they had was delicious.
    It was almost amusing because Lavache and Teagani argued on the way to my suite. Apparently me in the shower made them each want to take the first shift.
    “Ya didn’t know ya were so popular, did ya?” Rian asked me softly.
    “No,” I answered honestly, glancing from him back to the warriors. “I was kind of pissed about that earlier.”
    “Why?” Ronan inquired. I opened my mouth and then snapped it shut. I couldn’t tell them about the conversation. That would be so mean! Especially after the rocky start we got off on. “Ya can tell us anything. There shouldn’t be any secrets in a mating.”
    “I concur but there’s things I can still keep to myself,” I hedged. “And there’s no need to put salt in open wounds right now. We’re just starting to act like mates.”
    “I agree and we appreciate ya kind heart,” Rian said gently as Ronan opened the door to my suite. “But I think now that we know something be up, we’ll be more worried than any damage knowing what it is could really do. Please?”
    I sighed as he set me on my feet. “Zion told me he wanted me, and I blew up that if he had told me months ago when we’d met I could have known what it was like to have sex with a fae warrior then. I would never cheat. And it’s really not a big deal. I swear. I think it just hit me that I now know who I’ll be having sex with for the rest of my life and then he was rubbing it in my face that I could have experienced something that I can’t now. I’m sorry.”
    “No, we understand.” Rian bobbed his head, but I saw the sadness in his eyes. “Like ya bucket list. Ya would have liked to cross that off.”
    “Maybe. I don’t know.” I shrugged. “It was more just no one tells me anything. I don’t like that. Why did everyone keep that they wanted me from me ? It would have been nice to feel wanted especially adapting to moving here, becoming Rylan’s Chief Advisor, and healing after the trauma my people went through. I’ve been so stressed out. I could have used the relief and fun of sex.”
    They both nodded again and I started to feel awkward. Ronan was the first to speak, and honestly if I didn’t have the crazy good hearing of a margay then I wouldn’t even have heard what he said. “We wouldn’t stop ya if ya still want to sample what Zion offers.”
    “No!” I gasped, immediately closing the distance between us and hugging him. “Never! Never think that I don’t feel blessed. Yes, we got off to a bad start but I would never forsake my mates. I wouldn’t ever have mentioned it. It’s not like it’s always been my fantasy. I mean my biggest fantasy is—” I snapped my mouth shut so fast I felt my teeth click.
    “Is what?” Rian asked. I shook my head and backed away from them. It was too soon to tell them and then it would be like I was really teasing them. I headed to my attached bathroom, realizing my mates were following.
    I shivered when I felt Ronan’s hands against my back as he undid the ties of the hospital gown. “What be ya fantasy, me heart? Let us give it to ya.”
    “We won’t judge ya,” Rian assured us. “We have fantasies too. We’ll share them all with ya.”
    “Truly?” I whispered, hoping that was true… And that I could be enough for them.
    “Aye,” they said together.
    “Two men,” I mumbled, slipping out of the gown and moving into the bathroom to turn on the shower.
    “Ya want two men loving on ya?” Rian purred as his hands slipped into my sweatpants. His hands moved down to my ass when I was pretty sure that wasn’t needed to take them off. He gave it a firm squeeze before trailing his fingers between my cheeks and fondling my hole. I toed off my flip-flops and nodded. He kissed my neck again and his tongue traced the shell of my ear. “Inside ya at once?”
    “Yes, that they take me in every way,” I moaned, shivering at the contact of his hands as he pushed my pants down.