dance around while her metal cooled and feel free, as if that was something otherwise hard to feel.
âItâs so blue up here,â she says.
âHmm?â
âI thought it would be black.â
âNah,â he says. âNot this time of night.â
âNah?â
He laughs. âYeah. Nah. Like no.â
âIâve never heard that before.â
âYou guys all talk really pretty.â
âThank you.â
Piccolo says, âHold on here,â and they surface through a hole in the massive net. The threads feel like water on Beckanâs skin, and they only cling for a fraction of a second before they let go.
âIs my glitter going to get all over . . . ?â
âYouâre fine. I donât mind. Youâre safe now. Here, sit.â
She blinks the last threads out of her eyes. Around them, the net spins into a floor, with edges that curl up like the edges of a bowl. Everything under her gives and bounces and scares her. The air feels thicker here, and she smells smoke.
âWhere is everyone?â she says.
âBy the fire. See?â
She follows his finger across the sky, buildings and buildings away, where a low-slung hammock hosts the fire she could barely see from the ground. She can see a few tightropers laughing, but she canât hear it.
âThere really arenât many of us here, you know?â he says. âJust army. And we lost a lot of guys.â
âYouâre in the army?â
âNo, my dadâs a general. Iâm a messboy.â
âWhatâs a messboy?â
âI clean up after them and stuff. Spills and things, after meals, latrine.â
âThat sounds . . .â
âOh, itâs shit. My dad volunteered me.â He flashes her a smile and flops down on the web. âWe donât get along. You can walk here. Itâs packed together. Thick.â
She takes a few careful steps. Her feet feel so wide.
âHere.â He stands up and ties a thread around her wrist. âLifeline. It wonât snap if you fall. Youâll hang.â
âLike you were.â
âMmmhmm.â
His fingers are cool on her wrist. Her glitter gets all over his skin, but he doesnât brush it off.
He doesnât seem to mind.
Heâs good at messes, though.
âMy dadâs here,â she says, to share something with him. She roots around her bag but doesnât find the jar. âOh. I left him at home.â
âYour dad . . . is really small?â
âHeâs in a jar. Thereâs not a lot of him.â
âOh. Iâm sorry.â
She shakes her head. âHeâs alive.â
âArenât you guys always alive?â
âHe communicates. Blinks. Thatâs how we know.â
âSo if he couldnât blink at you, then heâd be dead?â
She doesnât like this conversation, but she knows he canât tell. âIf I couldnât talk to him, heâd be dead.â
âThat sounds arbitrary.â
âWeâre an arbitrary species.â She knows how to be glib about this the same way she knows to ignore the feeling of her glitter falling to the ground.
âDo you like it up here?â
âI canât see anything.â
He points toward the edge of the web. âLead the way.â
She does, on her hands and knees to feel a bit more secure. She sits at the edge of the web and holds a thread slung above her head for support. She checks the line tied to her wrist again and again.
âStop worrying,â she whispers. He looks up. She says, âTell me to stop worrying.â
He laughs. âNo way.â
And she looks up and down and out at the world.
Nothing is gray from here. The city sparkles with blues, and she sees pockets of light from streetlamps and a few buildings still lit throughout the city.
âAre all of those your shops?â she says.
âAnd headquarters
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