say.â
âIâm so excited for you,â she said because it seemed something else should be offered. And because it was true. All sheâd ever wanted was for him to be happy.
âSo, howâs the reunion going? Is everyone behaving herself? Howâs the lake?â he asked in high good spirits.
âThere was only a partial reunion,â she replied, drawn back into her own far less glittering reality. âAnd there is no lake. I take it you havenât been watching the news.â
The mouthpiece was covered briefly, background voices became muffled. âWhat do you mean?â
âEmma was in an accident. Weâve been at Mount Sinai Hospital since yesterday afternoon.â
There was a momentâs hesitation and then, âSorry, did you say youâre in a hospital?â
âNo. I mean yes. We spent the night at Mount Sinai. But itâs Emma. Emma was hit by a van.â She swallowed the lump that rose in her throat. âSheâs in a coma.â
âJesus.â She heard movement and then the background noise faded. âWhat happened?â
It was a relief to pour it all out without having to censor her reactions or even the words she used.
âAdam?â She heard his name called in the background.
âDamn.â Adamâs curse was whispered. âIâm sorry, Mac. I . . . I have to go back in.â There was a brief hesitation and then, âIf you need me to come to New York Iâll . . . well, Iâve got another meeting at the studio tomorrow. But I can check on flights right after breakfast.â She could hear the disappointment in his voice, but Emma was his friend, tooâor used to be. She had no doubt he would come today if she asked him to. Adam always did the right thing when push came to shove.
âThanks for offering,â she said even as she chastised herself for wishing heâd insisted on dropping everything to come to New York. There was nothing he could do here other than hold her hand. It would make no sense whatsoever to leave LA at such an important time. She turned resolutely back toward the hospital. âBut Serena and I are handling things and trying to take care of Zoe. If we donât get ahold of Emmaâs agent or manager, you might come in handier out there.â
âOkay then. Keep me posted.â
She heard the relief in his voice and tried not to feel hurt by it. âIâm going to go back in and, hopefully convince them they canât live without
A Man for Many Reasons
. Or me.â
Her steps slowed as she neared the hospital entrance. âIknow I couldnât live without you,â Mackenzie said. A life without Adam in it was something she refused to even think about. âAnd I told you when I read the first draft that screenplay was completely kick-ass.â
âI appreciate the vote of confidence, Mac. But I donât think the studio people out here are anywhere near as discerning as you are.â
âWell,â she said. âI think that goes without saying. After all, who is?â
E mma:
My brain streams video I canât control. It comes in fits and starts. Bits and pieces. My triumphs. My mistakes. A twisty road paved with good intentions. I hope they count.
Really, darling. I promise you there are no gatekeepers to the afterlife. Itâs more like getting into an âitâ nightclubâyou simply walk right in as if you belong.
I see Gran. At Sardiâs. Arm in arm with Elizabeth Taylor. Flirting with Richard Burton. Vibrant. Glittering.
Quite right
. Granâs sigh of satisfaction echoes inside me.
Those really were the days
.
Like the video I come and go. In and out. Enveloping darkness. Shimmering light.
There is no time. No now. No then.
Zoeâs tears mix with new voices.
âEverythingâs going to be okay, Em. But if itâs all the same to you, this would be a really great time to go ahead
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