injury, youâll need some pain meds. After that, I think Tylenol will do you.â
âCan I get out of bed and walk a little?â
âIf you feel up to it, and if you have someone with you at all times, you can stroll down the hall and back a time or two. Of course if you experience any dizziness, nausea, that kind of thing, itâs time to get back in the bed.â
âSheâs already talking about checking out of the hospital,â Tolliver said. He was trying for a neutral tone, but he fell far short.
The doctor said, âYou know thatâs not a good idea.â He looked from me to him. I may have looked a little sullen. âYou need to let your brother get some rest, too,â the doctor said. âHeâs going to have to take care of you for a few days, young lady. Give him a break. You really need to be here. We need to observe that head of yours. And youâve got at least a bit of insurance, I think?â
Of course there was no way I could insist on being released after heâd said that. Only a bad person would refuse to give her brother a break. And I hoped I wasnât such a bad person. Dr. Thomason was counting on that. Tolliver was counting on that.
I debated making myself so unpleasant the hospital would be glad to be rid of me. But that would only make Tolliver unhappy. I looked at him, really looked at him, and I saw the circles under his eyes, the slump in his shoulders. He looked older than twenty-eight. âTolliver,â I said, regret and self-reproach in my voice. He stepped over and took my good hand. I put his knuckles against my cheek, and the sun came in the window and made a pool of warmth against my face. I loved him more than anything, and he should never know that.
With a sudden briskness, Dr. Thomason said, âThen Iâll see you tomorrow morning, at least. You can have a regular diet the rest of the day, Iâll tell them at the desk. You take it easy today, and get well.â He was out of the room before I could say anything else, and I let go of Tolliverâs hand, guiltily aware Iâd held on to him far too long. And I didnât mean holding his hand against my cheek, which was comforting for us both.
He leaned over to kiss my cheek. âIâm gonna go shower and have breakfast and a nap,â he said. âPlease, donât try to get out of bed by yourself while Iâm gone. Promise youâll ring for a nurse.â
âI promise,â I said, wondering why everyone seemed to think I would break the rules as soon as their back was turned. The only odd thing about me was that Iâd been struck by lightning. I didnât think of myself as a rebel, a hell-raiser, a rabble-rouser, or anything else exciting or upsetting.
After he left, I found myself at a loss. I didnât have a book; Tolliver had promised to bring me one when he returned. I had doubts about whether my head could tolerate reading anyway. Maybe Iâd ask him to bring an audiobook and my little CD player with its headphones.
After ten minutesâ boredom, I carefully scrutinized the controls on the side of my hospital bed. I succeeded in turning on the television. The channel that came on was a hospital channel, and I watched people come in and out of the lobby. Even though my boredom threshold was quite high, that palled after ten minutes. I switched to a news channel. As soon as I did, I was sorry.
The quiet, derelict home in its picturesque setting looked a great deal different now from how it looked a day before. I remembered how lonely the site had felt, how isolated. And after all, thereâd been enough privacy there to bury eight young men with no one the wiser. Now you couldnât sneeze up there without four people rushing at you with microphones.
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