mad.â
âNo, Iâm sane. Absolutely and completely sane. I want a life of my own, with you, in the sunshineânot stifled in the shadow of an old woman who is a tyrant and who delights in making you unhappy.â
âMother may be rather an autocratââ
âYour mother is mad! Sheâs insane!â
He answered mildly: âThatâs not true. Sheâs got a remarkably good head for business.â
âPerhapsâyes.â
âAnd you must realize, Nadine, she canât live for ever. Sheâs getting old and sheâs in very bad health. At her death my fatherâs money is divided equally among us share and share alike. You remember, she read us the will?â
âWhen she dies,â said Nadine, âit may be too late.â
âToo late?â
âToo late for happiness.â
Lennox murmured: âToo late for happiness.â Heshivered suddenly. Nadine went closer to him. She put her hand on his shoulder.
âLennox, I love you. Itâs a battle between me and your mother. Are you going to be on her side or mine?â
âOn yoursâon yours!â
âThen do what I ask.â
âItâs impossible!â
âNo, itâs not impossible. Think, Lennox, we could have childrenâ¦â
âMother wants us to have children. She has said so.â
âI know, but I wonât bring children into the world to live in the shadow you have all been brought up in. Your mother can influence you, but sheâs no power over me.â
Lennox murmured: âYou make her angry sometimes, Nadine; it isnât wise.â
âShe is only angry because she knows that she canât influence my mind or dictate my thoughts!â
âI know you are always polite and gentle with her. Youâre wonderful. Youâre too good for me. You always have been. When you said you would marry me it was like an unbelievable dream.â
Nadine said quietly: âI was wrong to marry you.â
Lennox said hopelessly: âYes, you were wrong.â
âYou donât understand. What I mean is that if I had gone away then and asked you to follow me you wouldhave done so. Yes, I really believe you wouldâ¦I was not clever enough then to understand your mother and what she wanted.â
She paused, then she said: âYou refuse to come away? Well, I canât make you. But I am free to go! I thinkâI think I shall goâ¦â
He stared up at her incredulously. For the first time his reply came quickly, as though at last the sluggish current of his thoughts was accelerated. He stammered: âButâbutâyou canât do that. MotherâMother would never hear of it.â
âShe couldnât stop me.â
âYouâve no money.â
âI could make, borrow, beg or steal it. Understand, Lennox, your mother has no power over me! I can go or stay at my will. I am beginning to feel that I have borne this life long enough.â
âNadineâdonât leave meâdonât leave meâ¦â
She looked at him thoughtfullyâquietlyâwith an inscrutable expression.
âDonât leave me, Nadine.â
He spoke like a child. She turned her head away, so that he should not see the sudden pain in her eyes.
She knelt down beside him.
â Then come with me . Come with me! You can. Indeed you can if you only will!â
He shrank back from her.
âI canât. I canât, I tell you. I havenâtâGod help meâ I havenât the courage â¦â
Chapter 9
Dr Gerard walked into the office of Messrs Castle, the tourist agents, and found Sarah King at the counter.
She looked up.
âOh, good morning. Iâm fixing up my tour to Petra. Iâve just heard you are going after all.â
âYes, I find I can just manage it.â
âHow nice.â
âShall we be a large party, I wonder?â
âThey say just two other
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