sleep, Aspen. We'll be here when you wake up." Aspen's breathing soon evened out and Skylar settled down beside her, his eyes still glowing mutedly. His dream had affected him more than he'd admitted. " You going to tell me more about that dream?" Xavier could feel the shudder that went through Sky. The silence stretched between them, so long that Xavier thought Skylar wouldn't answer the question. "I've always worked for the Council. Even as a kid I spent lots of time within my adoptive father's department and time at home was spent training. I thought that I'd never find a case that affected me...I mean I always did the jobs expected of me. I hated having to mete out justice in the form of death, but I'd been trained since birth..." Xavier clasped his hand with Skylar's over Aspen's abdomen. Aspen nuzzled Xavier's chest in her sleep, a purr breaking forth. Skylar sighed and kissed Aspen's shoulder. "I met her in a restaurant. She came to the table and asked how my meal was and it was instant. She didn't hesitate at all--not like you. Her smile erased everything from my mind and my wolf howled inside of me and I just wanted her. I never meant to betray you...but this last case...I've never seen anything like it." Xavier didn't say anything, waited for Skylar to finish. He held his breath hoping that for once, Skylar would share more than just the barest of details with him about his job. Xavier knew that Skylar didn't keep him in the dark on purpose, but it hurt all the same. He saw what each case slowly did to his mate. Skylar would never admit it, but Xavier knew the truth. Each case affected him more than Skylar felt it should. Xavier knew that Skylar stayed away for a week or so after each case just to collect himself. He didn’t know whether to rail on Skylar or kiss him for saving him the darker aspects of his job. "Most of the time I see the aftermath and I can handle it. I see all sorts of things that shifters do to humans and vice versa. This time though, I made it in time to see a victim that wasn't dead...at least she wasn't. He cut them and I know he loved to hear them scream. The smell of her blood was overwhelming. Then he would shift and I know the smell of her fear got him off. He then tortured her even more, biting her and growling at her. Torture. All of it just torture. Then he'd clamp his teeth around her neck. I tried but I couldn't save her. I..." "Sky, if it's one thing I know for sure, it's that if you could've saved her then you would have. Have you talked to you father about this?" Skylar jerked his hand from Xavier's and Xavier sighed. He'd done it this time. "He's not my father. Just because he took in the kid no one wanted doesn't make him my father." "I'm sorry, but he obviously cares for you." "I don't want to talk about this anymore." Skylar wound himself around Aspen and sighed. Xavier watched the worry that creased his face drained away as Skylar drifted to sleep. They'd been together for three years, yet it'd always felt as if something were missing. Skylar was less than forthcoming about his job and his past. Xavier never said it, but he hated that Sky didn't feel as though he could confide in him. He would always be thankful for Skylar saving him. He still shuddered when he thought of that day. Xavier grabbed onto Skylar's hand and let himself drift off to sleep.
Chapter 7
Aspen sighed and snuggled closer to the warmth radiating at her side. Smooth hot skin met her finger tips and a purr broke free. She kneaded the flesh under her fingers careful to keep her claws sheathed. Another arm snaked around her waist and a hard body pressed from behind. She arched into the body rubbing her buttocks over the erection pressed there. It'd been so long since she'd been held. It felt as though fire were tickling her flesh and her nipples pebbled