dad, Paddy. And Anthony, I guess, will always be Anthony. Thatâs just the way things are.â
She reaches for my hand.
âIâm sorry this turned out the way it did. I really am. Iâm sorry I put everybody through so muchâbut I donât regret it. I got you as a result and your dad did too. I hope youâll be able to look back some day and think you were lucky. You have two fathers who love you. They both gave you a lot andâ¦â
She starts to cry. I donât know what she was going to say, but I donât need to. I hug her. She sobs for a while, and then she realizes that Iâm crying too and we both start to laugh.
âOops, sorry. Am I interrupting something?â
Mom pulls away from me and wipes her face. âNo, no, Tara. Come in! I was just going to get dinner started. Weâre having steak.â
I put my arm around Tara. I donât even try to hide my tears. Neither of us is embarrassed by that kind of thing anymore.
A taxi pulls into the driveway. Mom looks out the window. âOh, good, Johnâs here. Paddy, will you call Anthony and the kids?â
I take a breath and Iâm hit again by how weird this is, how hard this is going to be, how much weâre all going to have to forgive or forget or maybe just ignore. For a second it almost paralyzes me.
Then I hear the doorbell ring and Olivia and Marlon screaming, âPapa John!â and the creak of Anthony getting off his yoga matâand Iâm okay again. Something tells me weâll be able to work it out.
We just have to be positive.
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Back
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Bang
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Battle of the Bands
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Big Guy
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Blue Moon
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Breathless
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Bull Rider
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Bullâs Eye
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Cellular
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Charmed
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Chill
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Comeback
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Crush
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Dead-End Job
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Exit Point
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Exposure
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First Time
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Grind
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Hannahâs Touch
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Hit Squad
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Home Invasion
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I.D.
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Impact
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Jacked
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Juice
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Kicked Out
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Knifepoint
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Last Ride
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Learning to Fly
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Lockdown
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Masked
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Middle Row
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No More Pranks
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No Problem
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One More Step
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Overdrive
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Pain & Wastings
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Picture This
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Reaction
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Responsible
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Riley Park
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Scum
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Sea Change
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Snitch
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Tell
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Thunderbowl
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Tough Trails
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The Trouble with Liberty
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Truth
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Viral
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Wave Warrior
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Who Owns Kelly Paddik?
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Yellow Line
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Zeeâs Way
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