with the Allman Brothers or driving from Chicago to Minneapolis with Jerry Garcia, you thought it was exciting or interesting but it did nothing to alter your opinion of Nigel who was telling the story. He still seemed wimpy and uninteresting.
But my plan didnât work. She got away from him, managing to accost Reuben and Duffy, the Boss, and even Oscar. She created discomfort, not unlike Sheehan, as she went from one bar stool to the next. She paid no attention to the clear differences in class and style, not seeming to notice how the winos reactedâas if the madam of the house had descended into the servantsâ quarters.
âAll of these men knew Angelina,â she said well into the night when she came to rest on her barstool after floating from one end of the bar to the other for a couple of hours. She didnât seem concerned that Iâd misled her. âEveryone is so nice.â
Ignoring her sociable smile, I watched instead the sadness and rage hiding in her dark eyes.
âDid you find out all you need to know?â I asked, suspecting she hadnât found out much.
âIâm not really sure what I found out.â Her expression grew quizzical as she thought over what sheâd heard. âEveryone talks in riddles.â Sheâd just spoken to Sam, and before that Oscar, so the longer she thought it over the less sure she would be.
Just like god damn Sheehan to pick that momentâwhen I thought I might hustle her out of the jointâto saunter in and sit down beside her.
âHello, McNulty,â he said, wiping at the bar in front of him with his fingers as if it might be sticky. âHad a couple of days off?â I waited for him to acknowledge that the bar was clean. âWent to the girlâs funeral I understand.â He leaned forward onto his elbows. âNice gestureâ¦See anyone from the neighborhood?â
Janet hadnât taken her eyes off Sheehan since he sat down, so it didnât take him long to sense her interest. Turning to her with a more engaging manner than I thought him capable of, he held out his hand and said, âIâm Detective Pat Sheehan.â
âIâm Janet Carter. Are you investigating my sisterâs murder?â
âYes. I am,â he said. He looked her over in an appraising sort of way that I thought she should find offensive, but she didnât seem to notice, or care if she did notice.
She didnât take her eyes off his face. Her own face was rigid.
âIâm surprised to see you in New York. In fact, Iâve just finished reading a statement you gave to the Springfield police this morning.â
âDo you know who killed her?â
âNo.â
âI want to find out,â Janet said. Her voice shook, and she seemed to freeze over. It was rageâanger so deep and brooding that it surprised me. Sheâd been wearing a pretty convincing mask, this poised professional from Massachusetts. For that moment, she seemed as tough as Sheehan.
âSo do we,â said Sheehan. âMaybe you could convince McNulty here and his cronies to cooperate.â
When she turned to look at me, the rage was still in her eyes, but it wasnât directed against me as I expected it to be; it went inward. She went after herself, a look of bitterness you might associate with failure or despair or self-hate. She might fit into Oscarâs after all.
Sheehan stood up and without speaking to me walked to the end of the bar toward Oscar, said something to him, then left the bar without looking at me again.
When he left, Janet nursed a drink and brooded for a long time. She seemed to have lost interest in conversation but did tell me sheâd be in town for a couple of days, staying at a hotel in the Sixties, the Empire, next to Hanrahanâs.
Trying to cheer her up with a bit of New York City lore, I told her it was the hotel the ballet dancers stay in when they come to town to dance at
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