I told him. âIâll come. Whatâs the second favor?â
âItâs already too light out for me to travel,â he said, waving a vague hand toward my window. âDo you have somewhere dark I might spend the day?â
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The only place for Stefan to sleep was my closet. The closets in Samuelâs room and the third bedroom had slatted doors that allowed too much light to go through. All of my windows had blinds, but nothing dark enough to keep a vampire safe.
My bedroom took up one end of the trailerâSamuelâs room was on the opposite end. I opened my door to wave Stefan inside, but Samuel came, too. I sighed and didnât fuss. Samuel wouldnât leave me alone with Stefan without a fight I was too battered to enjoy.
My bedroom was littered with clothing, some dirty, some clean. The clean clothes were folded in stacks I hadnât gotten around to putting in my drawers. Scattered among the clothes were books, magazines, and mail I hadnât sorted yet. If Iâd known I was going to have a man in my room, Iâd have cleaned it.
I pulled open the closet and pulled out a couple of boxes and two pairs of shoes. That left it emptyâexcept for the four dresses hanging on one side. It was a big closet, long enough for Stefan to lie down comfortably in.
âSamuel can get you a spare pillow and blanket,â I said, gathering clothes as I spoke. My need to be clean had been growing since I woke up, and now it was desperate. I needed to get the smell of the womanâs death off of my skin because I couldnât get it out of my head.
âMercedes,â said Stefan in a gentle tone. âI donât need a blanket. Iâm not going to be sleeping, Iâm going to be dead.â
I donât know why that was the final straw. Maybe it was the implication that I didnât understand what he wasâwhen Iâd just had a graphic example of what vampires could do. Iâd been halfway to the bathroom, but I turned back and stared at both men.
âSamuel is going to get you a blanket,â I told him firmly. âAnd a pillow. You are going to sleep for the day in my closet. Dead people donât get to stay in my bedroom.â
I shut the bathroom door behind me and dropped the afghan I wore on the floor. I heard Samuel say, âIâll get some bedding,â before I turned on the shower to let it warm up.
Thereâs a full length mirror on the door of my bathroom. One of those cheap ones with the imitation wood frame. When I turned to put my clothes on top of the sink where they wouldnât get wet, I got a good look at myself.
At first, all I could see was the dried blood. In my hair, on my face, down my shoulder, arm and hip. On my hands and feet.
I threw up in the toilet. Twice. Then I washed my hands and face and rinsed my mouth out with water.
I was not unacquainted with blood. I am sometimes a coyote, after all. Iâve killed my share of rabbits and mice. Last winter I killed two menâwerewolves. But this death was different. Evil. He hadnât killed her for food, revenge, or self-defense. Heâd killed her, and four other people, because he liked it. And I hadnât been able to stop him.
I looked back at the mirror.
Bruises bloomed on my ribs and shoulder. Dark purple marks traced the path the harness had run around my chest and ribs. I must have done that while I was struggling against Stefanâs hold on my leash. The bruise on the outside edge of my right shoulder was more black than purple. The left side of my face was swollen cheekbone to jaw and red with the promise of a truly spectacular bruise.
I leaned forward and touched my puffy eyelid. I looked like a rape victimâexcept for the two dark marks on my neck.
They looked sort of like a rattlesnake bite, two dark half-formed scabs surrounded by swollen and reddened skin. I covered them with my hand and wondered how much I trusted Stefanâs
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