less. Call me provincial, but I wanted better than that.â
Fain twisted the ring on his pinkie around with his thumb. Fate had seriously fucked him over.
No, fate had fucked all of them over.
âIâm so sorry, Galene.â
âIâm not the one you need to apologize to.â Her gaze went to Talyn.
His features were absolute stone.
Fain wanted to embrace him. It was a physical ache inside him to touch a son heâd never thought to have, but it was painfully obvious that Talyn wanted him to die on the spot. âIâm sorry, Talyn.â
âThere are some things sorry doesnât fix, old man. This is definitely one of them.â
âI know. Believe me, I know.â His heart shattering, Fain blinked against the tears that choked him as he thought about everything theyâd all been deprived of. The years that the three of them should have been a family.
I have a son.â¦
A child heâd never been able to hold and soothe. A son heâd never taught to fight or protect himself. One he knew absolutely nothing about. Bitter, aching regret choked him hard.
Talyn met his motherâs gaze. âIâll give you two the room.â
As he started past her, Galene touched his arm. âAre you okay, baby?â
âIâm fine, Matarra.â
Galene winced. That wasnât true and she knew it. But it was the best sheâd get out of him. Talyn never showed anyone his emotions. His childhood had been too brutal for that.
Without another word, her son headed for his room.
Her heart hammering, she watched as Fain scanned the other photos of Talyn over the years. Their son had been a beautiful child. Overachiever to the extreme.
But then, Talyn had been forced to be three times better at everything he did to be seen as half as good as others.
Fain met her gaze again. âI donât know what upsets me more. The number of times I made money off Talynâs wins, or the times I lost money betting someone would gut him in the Ring.â
âDonât even talk to me about that, Fain. Or I will kill you where you stand. Youâve no idea how much I hated him fighting for a prestige that should have been his at birth. How many times Iâve paced a waiting room floor, praying heâd live through the injuries heâd sustained because he had no future without battling for it. And even then, he was never given his due, because he never had a fully Vested lineage backing him.â She clenched her teeth and glared at him. âDamn you for that.â
Fain choked on the pain inside his heart. As a boy, heâd thought to trade his own life and future to save Dancerâs. Instead, that ânobleâ action had cost his son his.
Galeneâs and Talynâs futures were not supposed to have been part of the bargain heâd made with Chrisen and Merrell Anatole to keep Dancer and Keris safe. Nothing had turned out the way it should have.
And never had he hated himself more.
âI can imagine what youâve been through.â
âNo, Fain. You canât. Not really. You were always so popular. Everyone loved and adored you. Worshiped the ground the mighty War Hauk tread upon ⦠Our son has never known that. Most decent, self-respecting Andarions wonât socialize with him. At all. Even as an officer, he wasnât allowed to shower in the same barracks area as any Vested soldier. The only female who will have anything to do with him is a paid companion he has set up in his condo, across town. I had to send him to school with Hyshians because our race wouldnât allow him to attend an Andarion school with a broken lineage. Every door he reached for was brutally slammed, not in his face, but on his little hands.â
He winced in response, and well he should.
âThe Hyshian and human children werenât allowed to play with him because he was Andarion. And the Andarion children werenât allowed to talk to him
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