âoh shite, oh shiteâ then I realise that Iâm right in the middle of a street where some of the teachers park their cars. Theyâre that close that I can hear them talking. Clemâs asking how many quotes he should be putting into his essay. I mean for Godâs sake! By this time Iâm shifting around the parked car in case they see me. But they donât. Itâs the next car down theyâre standing at. Then something weird happened, they didnât say anything at all. They just stood there and said nothing, which seemed to go on for ages and ages. I was like, hurry up and go because my legs were killing me hunched there behind that car. But they said nothing until Croal broke the silence. She said, âdo you want a lift anywhere?â Then there was more silence until Clem broke it and said, âno itâs alright, Iâm good thanks.â Or something like that. I was like, ah thatâs my boy. Then he went home and she drove away in her carâ¦no, I canât remember what kind; Iâm no really up with my car models. When I got home I had a pure red neck for what I did. But, at the end of the day, it put all that shite in my head to bed for a bit. So even though it was bad, it was a good bad. If you know what I mean. It confirmed everything to me.
I felt great after that. It sort of brought us closer together in a strange way. I wanted to trust him, and I knew he trusted me. The rumours were still floating about but who cares, right? The thing is, I was wondering why nobody said anything to her, other teachers I mean. Or why she still came to school. Not that she shouldnât have been in school because sheâd done nothing wrong; itâs just that I couldnât stand all those folk sneering at me all the time. Iâd be pure stressed out of my nut. Iâve got to hand it to her she had balls of steel to continue showing her face in that schoolâ¦well, because everyone gets a hard timeâ¦well, not everyone, but you know what I mean. Then all that changed, didnât it?
Clem didnât say anything at first but I knew he was getting a hard time. Itâs nothing new, anyone who dares to be a wee bit different, who likes a certain type of music or who wears a certain style of clothes or has a different hairstyle than everyone else even, gets a hard time. You see, youâre not allowed to be different from everyone else. Youâve all got to like the same things, do the same things, go to the same places, have the same opinions, have the same interests and have the same level of bitchiness. Schools are bizarre places because everyone is just a clone of everybody else. How depressing is that? Itâs not as if I go out my way to be different, thatâs just the way I am. In my mind I donât consider myself to be different, it probably looks that way because Iâm not like any of them. Obsessed with things likeâ¦crap TV. Who cares whoâs in the final of Strictl y Come Dancing ? I mean, who gives a toss? Clem was totally different from everyone else, and Iâm not just talking about his accent. He was way more intelligent also, which never goes down too well. It wasnât really that much of a surprise that folk were slagging him all the time. Yes, it was mostly guys. I suppose it began with all the sixth-years, Conor Duffy and his cronies. Or âcrewâ as they liked to call themselves. Clowns. It was mostly taking the piss and trying to imitate his accent. Cora told me most of what was going on. It wasnât like vindictive stuff or anything like that it was more immature wee boys talking shite behind someoneâs back stuff. Iâll tell you what though, they would never have said anything to his face because Clem could have taken them apart with his tongue. It was sharp. Razor sharp. No, he didnât feel threatened by them. They werenât dangerous or anything like that, they just thought they were great
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