donât want to release it. Not yet. And she doesnât draw away from me. She looks at the far wall, the rectangle there. But her unfocused gaze suggests she sees something entirely different.
âMy parents died in a car accident when I was sixteen. Since then, Iâve spent a lot of time trying to learn things they might have told me. Itâs been a bit of a compulsion, in fact. I probably know more about my heritage now than I would have if theyâd lived.â
I swallow hard. âWhat did you do when they died? Besides learn things, I mean. What did you do ?â
Miss Berger sighs, her gaze still distant. âI tried to raise myself as I believe they would have if theyâd lived. I never forgot them, but I got on with my life. I didnât go to college, as Iâd hoped to do, but I worked my way into the position I hold now.â She winces as if something pains her, and I loosen my grip on her arm. For a long moment, she is quiet; she feels sheâs said enough, Iâm afraid. But then she takes a deep breath.
âI think about my mother every time I enter the library.â She turns to me, present and attentive again. âThe building was constructed before the Land Run as a mission school for Choctaw children, back before people became concerned about the âIndian Problem.â Soon after the Run, the number of white children in the area surpassed the number of Choctawâor so it was saidâand the schoolâs mission changed accordingly. The Choctaw children were removed from the school, some of the older ones forcibly, and sent to the reservation, all but uninhabitable territory, not so far from the Thorne place. I take it as no coincidence that the Klan holds their meetings at the reservationâs doorstep. I also take it more than a little personally.â
âI didnât know.â I feel like a fool, repeating myself.
Miss Berger smiles at me, and her smile is kind. âBut thatâs why youâre going to college, yes? To learn things. To know more. To understand.â Only now does she withdraw her arm. She tugs at the cuff of her jacket, trying to smooth the wrinkles Iâve made in the sleeve. âLetâs find your platform, shall we?â Her voice is bright and energetic. âDonât want to waste that ticket.â
I hurry after Miss Berger. In a matter of moments, we stand by the train. It hisses and gusts fumy steam, readying for the journey.
âWell,â I say for something to say, âI guess this is it, then.â
Miss Berger turns abruptly and clenches my arms. With quiet urgency, she says she trusts me, but there are my parents and the rest of Alba to worry about. One misspoken word from me, and other people could suffer more than they already have. But now Iâm leaving, so now sheâll tell me, as sheâs wanted to since the other night. âWolfâs at the door,â she said in so many words to the mayor. And then he, along with the new sheriff and the two remaining officers who werenât already draped in white sheets, drove out to the Homestead, where they had a little talk with the Klan.
Miss Berger leans closer to me, and her voice becomes quieter still. âLet me be clear. The mayor and the sheriff talked, and everyone else listened, as people are apt to do when guns are pointed their way. Iâm not saying itâs the right way to do thingsâthreatening violence with violenceâand I donât think thatâs ultimately what doused the fire under the kettle. I think what did it, at least temporarily, was Bottsâs real threat. He promised that if there were any more such gatherings or related actions, he would go straight to the governor. Heâd go higher than that, if need be. Heâd contact the press out east and name names. I wouldnât put it past Botts to do something like that. Heâs a decent man. He knows how it is to be on the other side
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