room. It wasnât fun to watch. It was awful. He was kicking and screaming all the way. It was heartbreakingâ¦.â She laughed, but it was not with joy. âWe were lucky. If it hadnât worked, we would have been sued by our own son. Maybe even worse. Heartbreaking. It ruined my husbandâs heart in the end. He had been through the Brooklyn streets, wars, the Depression. But this finished him off. The old ticker gave.â
âCan you give me details on this deprogramming?â
âThey reverse the process. You see, the Glories stopped his ability to think, to make decisions on his own. Something to do with the brain.â
âWhat did he, this deprogrammer, do to him?â Barney asked. He had been fidgeting with his fingers, now he locked them together to keep them from shaking.
Naomi had heard about the process, but it was always cloaked.
âTalk. Talk. Talk. I told you. I donât really understand it. He believed that he would rot in some eternal hell if he wasnât true to Father Glory. His mind absorbed it like a sponge. Iâm told it clogs all receptors. The deprogrammer has to break down the fear, fight fire with fire. It worked with Franco. He came down like a rock dropped from a mountain.
âHow long did it take?â
âThree days. Depends, I suppose, on the person.â
âItâs incredible,â Naomi said.
Above all, a mind is free
, she told herself militantly.
âSo heâs fine?â Barney asked. Telling the story had drained Mrs. Prococino. She looked exhausted, taking a moment now to sip her tea.
âIt took eleven months for him to really be fine. He was afraid to go to sleep in the dark, jumpy, but mostly he slept. He had no desire to do anything. It was another nightmare. We were perpetually afraid that he would wander back, or they would come and get him. They do that. You donât know these people.â The flume of her hate revived her.
âCan you really completely blameâ¦?â Naomi asked.
âYes, I can. I saw it with my own two eyes. Itâs hell.â
âHow is he now?â Barney asked.
âFrancoâs great. He lost two years is all.â She sighed and smiled, calm now. She had saved her boy. âHeâs in his third year of medical school.â
âAnd does he remember?â
âNot if he can help it. It embarrasses him.â
âWhy?â
âHe blames himself for letting it happen.â
âEveryone is a little at fault,â Naomi said. It had come on her too fast, like a tornado. She watched as Mrs. Prococino shook her head, then sipped her tea. Naomi watched the tendons in her neck work as she swallowed, trying to figure out what she was thinking. Finally, she leveled her eyes at Naomi, seeming to search her. Naomi felt a twinge of discomfort and the sudden realization that she was being looked upon as a skeptic.
âIt can happen to you, lady,â she said. âTo any one of us.â
She decided she would not express any more doubts. She had not wanted this involvement and she did not want it now. Now, she wanted to get away, to run as far from here as she could.
Then, Mrs. Prococino appeared to retreat, as if accepting the realization that, despite all she had said, she could not properly express her passion. The interview was over. Barney stood up and held out his hand.
âI really appreciate this,â he said gently. âAnd Iâm sorry if I stirred it all up for you again.â
Mrs. Prococino walked them to the front door and opened it. Naomi left first, starting down the stone steps edged with blooming mums. But when she turned, Barney was not behind her. He was framed in the doorway, clinging to Mrs. Prococino. They were locked in an embrace, rocking back and forth, lost in private consolation, two poor souls mourning a dead loved one. Embarrassed, Naomi turned away and got into the car.
Chapter 4
When he slid into the car beside
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