you donât resist it. And then, with some encouragement from her⦠all of you will come back to life, like a fireâs been lit.â
A fire lit. In other words, heâll be able to get hard again.
But unlike every other vampire heâs known, he doesnât want to be blooded. He likes the stillness within him, will hold on to it with everything he is. Dying isnât so daunting a prospect when youâre halfway thereâ¦.
Creeping closer to his side, the female lowers her tilted head. Listening to my chest? Sheâs heard Sebastian explaining the lack of a heartbeat and decided to see for herself. Which means sheâs sentient.
Heâs held out hope that she is a mindless spirit, unaware of her actions. Or that sheâs been like him in bloodlustâunthinking, reacting on instinct. Instead, she is very aware. Suddenly, his position embarrasses him. Chained in bed, at the mercy of others. This is the weakest heâs ever felt in his entire life.
No, there was another timeâ¦.
Up close, he can see flashes of her ghostly hair tumbling over her shoulder. He swallows, closing his eyes as he waits to feel her hair across his skin. He canât perceive more than electric pinpricks. They donât hurt him; theyâre not unpleasant.
When she flits away, he cracks open his lids. Her lips are parted in surprise. âHow strange, démentâ¦your heartâs truly still.â
He just stops himself from jerking back from her, because the ghost is addressing him directly .
Thatâs it. Heâs lost his fucking mind.
Her echoing words come slowly. As if theyâve traveled from miles away. He can scarcely hear themâwhich means no one else would be able to. His hearing is ten times more acute than even his brothersâ. A hundred times more than a humanâs.
He knows sheâs not speaking to him in the hope of a response, seems to be just testing speech. She looks like sheâs tasting the words, determining how they feel rolling on her tongue.
Wait⦠Did she call me dément? It means madman in French. He feels heat on the back of his neck. Though most times he reacts just like an animal, sometimes, very rarely, he suffers the emotions he thought heâd lostâlike shame.
Thereâs a line⦠But is that how she sees me?
âYou know all this, donât you?â Sebastian asks, exhaling. âArenât you even curious about being blooded? We were forced to do without so much. There is a lot that your Bride could make up for.â
This yanks his attention from the ghost. Donât you dare, Sebastian! Donât bring this upâ¦.
7
S ebastian lowered his voice to say, âWouldnât you want to bed a female once more? It isnât like you were a man of experience, glutted on women, Conrad. If youâre anything like me, you can count the number of times on one hand.â
Conrad didnât deny his brotherâs words, instead grinding his teeth, his jaws bulging. The number of times on one hand? How awful, Néomi thought, floating to the foot of his bed to hover there in a sitting position.
Though she herself hadnât taken as many lovers as she would have likedâthe specter of pregnancy for a working ballerina was too dauntingâthe ones sheâd had, sheâd enjoyed to the fullest.
Even with the filth covering Conradâs face and the scars on his body, she could tell he had pleasing features. Women would find him attractive. At least enough that he could bed one when he wanted to. And Sebastian was handsome, yet heâd said theyâd been forced to go without. Sheâd heard them talking about their small country having been decimated by plague, embattled for decadesâwere there no women to take succor from?
âLe démentâ¦isnât a man of experience?â she murmured in her weird, ghostly voice. âIntéressant.â
Though it was still difficult to
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