attention to the books that filled the cases along three walls. Lyonâs Wobbly books were there, along with hundreds of other volumes written by Connecticut authors. Writers were a breed that seemed to sprout throughout the Nutmeg State. She was never certain if this was due to pleasant rural areas or proximity to the publishers of New York City.
âForgive me, Beatrice,â the governor said as she stuffed her hanky into a skirt pocket. âIt hurts. Oh, God, his going hurts. I remember years ago, when we served together in the legislature, that you and your husband suffered a terrible loss. You lost your little girl, didnât you?â
âYes, on her birthday,â Bea answered.
âHow did you stand it? How did you find the strength to go on?â
âI donât really know, Margaret,â Bea said. âYou just go on because ⦠Because you have to.â
âPerhaps itâs like the old saying that time heals all wounds.â
âIt never gets better. You just donât think of it quite so often.â
âYou heard where he died, didnât you?â All traces of prior tears disappeared as the governor leaned toward Bea conspiratorially. âThe Millrace Inn. The owner told the paramedics that Bill drove his car into their parking lot and said he didnât feel well. They escorted him upstairs to one of their rooms. He went before a doctor could arrive.â
âI think I did hear that on the news,â Bea answered, thinking that the statement was not a complete lie.
âI wonder what he was doing in that part of the state? Itâs not even near his own district. The inn is near your home, isnât it?â
âItâs directly across the river from Nutmeg Hill,â Bea answered.
âInteresting. We go back a long way together, donât we, Bea?â
âA long way, Margaret.â
âYou were one of my first supporters when I ran for statewide office.â
âIâve always had faith in you.â
âIâm the first Jewish woman governor, Bea.â
âYou were a logical choice after we had our first Jewish governor and our first woman governor.â
âIâm the first Jewish woman governor, Bea. I didnât get this far by being dumb. You donât win elections in a state like Connecticut without being a pragmatic politician with a ton of survival savvy.â
âYouâve always been a survivor, Margaret,â Bea said. âThatâs why youâll eventually get over Bill.â
âOh, I expect I will. Of course, Iâll always miss the rat,â the governor said. âDid you know he lived in the Watergate while Congress was in session? He ate in a restaurant near there called Blinkers. You know the kind of place. Young flirty waitresses who wear short-shorts real tight. His regular waitress was a nubile twenty-year-old called Bambi. Evidently Bambi was personally responsible for delivering Blinkersâ venison to Billâs apartment. When I investigated, I found out that Blinkers doesnât even have takeout. It would seem that Bambi was his appetizer, entrée, and dessert.â
âMargaret, youâll only make yourself more upset.â
âOf course, Iâm even more unhappy when I consider that when Bill died he wasâas they would say down in the pool hallâin the saddle. Which is rather fitting since thatâs the way he would have wanted to go.â
âDrop it, Margaret.â
âOh, Iâve known about his sex games for years. For several reasons I chose to ignore them. There are certain things I needed from my marriage and discretion was one of them. For the most part he tried to be discreet. However, there is a major question that is troublesome. Who was Bill with when he so rapidly departed us? Now, the Bambis of this world donât bother me. They are non-threatening fluff. They arenât my competition. A woman of
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