picked up the laundry basket she used for that purpose. It was plastic and split on two sides but it had just enough capacity and strength for the job. Tom Moon had tried to con her out of it once and she’d told him she’d rather suck a goon’s dick than give it up to him. He thought it was funny. She’d meant it. The faces in the grocery changed all the time. Sometimes there were fewer than the time before and she always figured the missing ones had been killed or used for something other than incubation. She’d seen some of the other chambers and the unspeakable horror that went with them. Soon, a new face or two would find its way to the grocery with the same questions; the same pathetic, pleading questions, sometimes in broken English, for which no answers were possible. Fill up. Just grab some food. I don’t know any more than you do. Just fucking eat. In fact though, Mary had gathered quite a bit of information since she’d been taken. But she kept it to herself. She wasn’t really sure why except that most of what she knew was useless, really, and none of it brought her any closer to getting home. The exchange of information between humans where the need and the desire to know was so high could take place with cold efficiency. But Mary knew it didn’t do a new captive any good to tell them what you knew. That just sent them farther into shock. The vernacular that she’d taken such pains to develop was alien to a new captive, too, and she wasn’t entirely comfortable sharing it with the others somehow. Some of the words were goofy or weird, even to her, and she kept those definitions to herself. You could learn a new vernacular through osmosis, but not Mary’s, simply because she never used it around anyone else. She decided after about a month that she’d just keep what she’d gathered to herself completely. The long and short of it was that Mary’s particular news was just too grisly to tell and there wasn’t a damn thing to do about it anyway. It was odd to her how she had learned to turn her back on the suffering of others like that. She’d never have considered such a thing when she was alive. She was dead now after all. Nothing could suffer like she had for as long as she had and still be alive, surely to god. She didn’t think she could stand another cycle. But she knew what they did to those who were so sick and used up they couldn’t stand. Those poor souls were dragged down to another level of Hell. She’d seen all the faces change in the months she’d been here. She’d outlasted them all except Fred and of course, Tom Moon. God, she thought , what a sickening achievement that is. Mary looked up and saw a new face in the grocery. The woman was standing in the tube with her hair still dripping wet. It was her first cycle, Mary knew. You could always tell. She stumbled out of the tube with really ill-fitting clothes on and no shoes. That was a mistake almost everybody made the first time; no shoes. Most people would rather go barefoot than put on someone else’s shoes. The floor in the ship was just tacky enough to drive you nuts after a few days of walking on it. It pulled on your feet like taffy and would literally strip the skin off in time. The woman was still in shock but she hadn’t folded. If you folded up, they’d feed you to the ship, they might anyway but going into total shutdown got you a one-way trip down a feed hole. Total confusion, Mary thought . She feels like a bastard calf at a roundup. Mary studied her a moment more. She would have found her attractive in another life. “You’d better get some of this. You have to eat,” Mary said to her. It was longest bit of genuine advice she’d given anyone in months. The woman was dazed and had some difficulty locating the voice because several people were looking at her at the same time. Mary thought at first that she couldn’t understand English, but she was trying to find the speaker, all right. When the