well.â
There was something in his offhand manner that sent shivers up Sayaâs spine. The woman closed her mouth sharply and, hurrying off, was swallowed by the twilight.
Saya finally brushed the hair from her face. âSheâll be blind in one eye for the rest of her life,â she said accusingly.
âWhat difference does it make if youâre about to die anyway,â Torihiko said, unconcerned. âShe obviously came to the river with the intention of killing herself. But, judging by the amount of energy she had just now, she may be so angry that sheâll change her mind.â
He spoke as casually as if talking about the weather. Gazing at him, Saya wondered if this was a characteristic of the people of Darkness or just a quirk of his personality.
She sighed. âI thought you had already gone. What about the others?â
âThey left. Only I stayed. Because I was a little worried, you know.â
He grasped a wooden box that dangled on a cord from his belt. The crows immediately flew to him, landing on his shoulders and cocking their heads in anticipation. Opening the lid he took out some finely cut shreds of dried meat and fed the crows by turns.
âAnd I was right, wasnât I? I hear youâre going to Mahoroba?â
âThatâs right,â Saya murmured, feeling somewhat uncomfortable. âWhy do you never learn? You always drive yourself into a corner. Youâre going to tag along after Prince Tsukishiro just for the sake of his pretty face.â
âLeave me alone! Itâs none of your business!â Saya spoke sharply, blushing deeply. âThatâthat isnât it at all. I love the Light. I want to live under the sun. Thatâs why I accepted the chance to be his handmaiden. But someone like you would never understand!â
Torihiko folded his arms across his chest, the two solemn-faced crows perched one on either shoulder. âNow, take Princess Teruhi; sheâs got that same pretty face. But sheâs dreaded by everyone. Sheâll be more than you can handle. She may look young, but sheâs older than your great-great-grandmother. And thatâs not all. There are bound to be at least fifty thousand or so ladies like the woman who was just here. Are you sure you still want to go? Saya, youâre throwing yourself into the midst of your enemies, where thereâll be no one to help you, no one to comfort you.â
Without replying, Saya stood up and brushed the dirt from her clothes. Blood was oozing from a scrape on her knee. Her mother would surely scold her. Well, no matter. It would not show. From tomorrow, she would be wearing a long skirt.
âI canât turn back now,â she said simply. âNo matter what happens, I have to find out who I am. I couldnât stay here in the village any longer without knowing the answer. Iâll go to Mahoroba and see what happens. If I suffer for it, it will have been my own choice. You can do whatever you like; I wonât interfere. So let me do as I please.â
âStu-pid . . .â
âSa-ya . . .â The crows croaked as if mocking her.
She looked at them indignantly. âGet rid of those birds, will you.â
âBut theyâre clever,â Torihiko said, laughter in his voice. âTheyâre trying to remember your name.â
After a slight pause, Saya said, âThank you for rescuing me. From here on, Iâll take care of myself.â
âStubborn old mule,â Torihiko murmured and shrugged his shoulders.
âWhat did you say?â
âNothing.â He looked up at her affectionately, but he spoke like an adult. âI see that I canât change your mind, so thereâs no point in saying anything more. Just remember: it was your own choice. Because youâre sure to start doubting once you reach Mahoroba.â
chapter
two
T HE
P ALACE
OF L IGHT
At eventide, I gaze beyond the clouds,
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