collecting dust, all seemingly related to religious topics, to judge from their titles.
Part of me is none too surprised to see all of thisâevery house hides some secret or other of its owners, after all. But Iâm starting to feel worryingly as though Iâm embroiled in something sinisterâsomething that I might have been wiser not to get involved in at all.
Crawling farther into the small space, I stop to look at a framed photograph that I find propped on a chest, showing five people posing for the photographer. I pick it up and, as best I can, clean away the dust.
Under my right thumb, the Blooms, probably still in their forties, are smiling cheerfully at the camera. Marvin is wearing the same round glasses and a collared sweater and is hand in hand with Amabel, whose dress is as pretty as her freshly done hair. On the opposite side stand a younger couple. They could almost be the Bloomsâ grown-up children, if it werenât for the fact that they are visibly of different ethnicities: the man at the edge of the frame is tall and serious and appears to be Caucasian, but his face looks nothing like those of the Blooms, while the girl he has his arms around is clearly Asian. Thereâs a sad look in her eyes, but she has a sweet face. Sheâs left her straight black hair loose and is wearing a long, flowery dress for the event.
Her attention is not directed towards the cameraâin fact, sheâs the only one who isnât holding a pose. Instead, her head is tilted downwards towards where a little girlâ the little girlâis standing, smiling with her eyes closed, holding both Amabelâs and the other womanâs hands, right in the middle of the picture.
She looks much younger than sheâs appeared to me in my dreams, but Iâm 100 percent certain that itâs her.
I turn the photo over in the hope of finding a date or a name or something, but whatever was written on the back has been scribbled out and is now impossible to read.
I place the frame back where I found it and turn my attention to studying the chest itself: itâs safely fastened shut by a heavy padlock hanging from a hasp on the front. I look around me for a key that might open it and spy a bunch of them hanging from a nail under a painting on the wall. I snatch it down and, one by one, try each of themâbut none works.
Tired and frustrated, I decide that the time has come to take a break and get some fresh air.
I climb down the ladder, pushing the small panel shut behind me, then walk down the corridor and back into the main part of the house.
The sudden chiming of the clock makes me start, and I realise how long Iâve spent up thereâitâs 11:00 p.m.
It was still morning when I found the door to the atticâis it really possible that Iâve spent the whole day in that room without realising it? Itâs true that while I was up there I had no way of knowing what time it was, but it seems pretty unlikely that I could have spent so much of my day inside that pokey, dusty place.
No reasonable explanation presenting itself, I slip back into my pyjamas, hop into bed, and focus on the fact that Iâm finally on the right pathânow, I have a lead to follow.
Despite not feeling drowsy at all, I keep my eyelids firmly shut and try to force myself to fall asleep in the hope of having another of those dreams, but itâs no useâmy mind is far too restless and doesnât calm down enough to let me relax properly until hours later.
Exhausted by the thoughts racing non-stop through my head, I eventually let go of everything and drift off to join the dream world.
DAY 10
M Y DISAPPOINTMENT at not having dreamt about the little girl gradually fading, I lie there on my side with my eyes closed and let the rays of light shining through the window caress my cheeksâuntil the sky starts clouding over and the sunbeams disappear, depriving me of the warmth Iâd been
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