London, and we had put up a blockade of boats across the river as well.
I ripped it open, sending the seal flying.
âMy most dear and gracious Lady, I rejoice to find, in your letter, your most noble disposition, in gathering your forces and in venturing your own person in dangerous action.â
There. He understood better than old Hunsdon!
âAnd because it pleased Your Majesty to ask my advice concerning your army, and to tell me of your secret determination, I will plainly and according to my knowledge give you my opinion.â
Yes, yes.
âAs to your proposal to join the troops drawn up at Dover, I cannot, most dear Queen, consent to that. But instead I ask that you come to Tilbury, to comfort your army there, as goodly, as loyal, and as able men as any prince could command. I myself will vouchsafe the safety of your person, the most dainty and sacred thing we have in this world to care for, so that a man must tremble when he thinks of it.â
Oh. But the way he put it ... Perhaps it was best to let the main army see me. My presence should be used to strengthen others, rather than to satisfy my own curiosity about seeing the battle.
The Privy Councillors were aghast. Burghley all but stamped his gouted foot, Cecil tut-tutted and stroked his beard, Walsingham rolled his eyes. The othersâArchbishop Whitgift and Francis Knollysâmurmured and shook their heads. âThis is a foolish, dangerous fixation you have,â said Burghley. âAnd how like my Lord Leicester to encourage it!â
âIt is too close to the expected invasion,â said Walsingham. âAnd worse than thatâthe danger of going out among the people. Have you forgotten that the Papal Bull says anyone who kills you is performing a noble deed? How do we know who is hidden in the troops? It only takes one!â
âI am not a Roman emperor, to fear assassination by my subjects,â I said. âSo far the Catholics have proven themselves loyal. I do not want to start mistrusting them now.â
âEven good emperors and kings get assassinated,â he said.
âGod has brought me this far, and it is up to him to protect me.â I turned to them. âGentlemen, I am going. I honor your care for me, but I must go. I cannot miss the highest moment of crisis of my reign. I must be there.â
I wrote Leicester that I accepted his invitation, and he replied, âGood, sweet Queen, alter not your purpose if God give you good health.â I did not intend to alter my purpose.
That night I ordered the Spanish riding whip, long since put away, to be brought to me. I would use it now, and the very feel of it in my hand would harden my resolve. We would not lose!
I stepped onto the state barge from the water steps of Whitehall at dawn to travel to Tilbury. This time the red hangings, the velvet cushions, and the gilded interior of the cabin seemed to be mocking me. I was surrounded by the trappings of majesty, but I was on my way to defend my realm. As we slid past the London waterfront, then on past Greenwich, and finally toward the sea, I sent out blessings on these places and upon all the people dwelling there, even though I could not see them.
Preceding me was a boat of trumpeters playing loudly, calling the curious out to watch from the riverbanks. Behind us came barges with my Gentlemen Pensioners and Queenâs Guard, bravely attired in armor and plumes, and councillors and courtiers.
We arrived at midday, pulling up to the blockhouse of the fort. Lining the banks were rows of soldiers standing smartly, the sun glinting off their helmets. As the barge tied up at the dock, a blast of trumpets welcomed me, and then the captain general of the land army, my Earl of Leicester, flanked by Army Lord Marshal âBlack Jackâ Norris, walked solemnly to the end of the pier to receive me.
Seeing Leicester, dear Robert, so handsomely attired and waiting made me catch my breath. Just so he
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