than Holly had visualized but both uninterested and uninteresting. After five minutes of pretty meaningless chat, they left.
âSo, want to see the classrooms?â Mad asked. âI think we can get a peek at a lab.â
The chemistry lab they looked at was empty; all the instruments were put away, so it was just a bunch of long, high tables. Mad yakked about a class she had taken there the previous year. Holly listened, uninspired.
She cheered up when they hit the grocery store on the way home. While Mad picked up raisin bran and single-serving bowls of soup, Holly filled a basket in the produce department. Cooking made her happy. Even though Mad pretended to be grumpy about it, Holly knew that the meal she was fixing was one of Madâs favorites.
Or was it? Maybe Madâs tastes had changed.
Doubt assailed her, but she ignored it as she picked out baguettes for garlic bread. At least two of Madisonâs roommates were looking forward to this dinner. If Mad turned up her nose at it, that was Madâs problem.
Holly paid for the groceries with some of the money Dad had given her, and remembered that he wanted her to buy Mom a gift. As they drove back to the townhouse, she brought this up.
âPearl Street Mall,â Madison said. âWeâll go tomorrow. Youâll like it.â
The determined cheerfulness was giving way to impatience. Holly wondered if it was because Mad wanted a cigarette. She thought back over the last few daysâover all of Madisonâs visits home in the last yearâand saw Madâs behavior in a new light.
Her sister had become edgy, impatient. Holly had assumed it was because she was pursuing a line of study that she didnât really love, but maybe that wasnât true. Maybe it was just addiction.
She didnât like thinking about that, and she sure wasnât going to bring up the subject. Madâs choices were none of her business. She was an adult, and Holly was still a high school kid.
When they got to the townhouse Holly started cooking right away while Mad disappeared upstairs. It was still early, but the spaghetti sauce would be better if it simmered for a while, and Holly had bought some fudge chocolate pudding mix to make for dessert. She had just poured the pudding into bowls and put them in the refrigerator when Pam walked in.
âHi, Holly! Whatcha doing? Working on the feast?â
âUm, yeah.â Holly gave the spaghetti sauce a stir, turned down the heat, and covered the pan. âActually Iâm done for now. I was thinking about taking a walk down to the lake.â
âCan I come along?â
âSure, I guess.â
Pam grinned. âLet me grab my sandals.â
Holly stepped out onto the back patio to wait. The pansiesâ colors were even more glorious in sunlight, and between them the bowls of white petunias cascaded like foaming waterfalls. It made Holly want to create something like this at home. Maybe sheâd plant a bowl of flowers when she got backâthough it was kind of late in the year for that. Chrysanthemums would be better than petunias at this point.
Pam joined her, wearing a Rockies cap and shades over her tank top and shorts, her blonde hair pulled back into a ponytail. She carried a plastic grocery bag. âDo you want a hat?â
âNah. Iâm all right.â
Pam swung the gate open and started down to the path. Holly caught up with her.
âYour flowers sure are gorgeous.â
Pam smiled. âThanks.â
âAre you studying agriculture?â
âNope. Nursing.â
That made sense. Pam seemed to care a lot about other people.
âHow about you?â Pam asked. âHave you decided on a major?â
Holly kicked a pebble down the path. âNot yet.â
âWell, you donât have to choose right away. Thereâs a lot of pressure to do that, but itâs better to know what you want. I changed my major twice.â
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