Tap-tap . . .
I lower the music and say, âIf youâre nervous, we could talk about it.â
Her tapping increases. âYou should concentrate on the road.â
By âroadâ she means the thirty feet of visible asphalt fading into a torrential downpour thatâs so bad some drivers angle their cars toward the shoulder, deciding to wait instead of persevere. Looking through my windshield is like looking into a pool, and my wipers fight the water like bad swimmers, breaking the surface long enough to gasp before going under again. One of those fifty-miles-per-hour wind gusts the weatherman warned about swats my car, and I grip the steering wheel with both hands so I donât swerve.
Lightning flashes. The bolt is a crooked electric finger pointing towardthe worst of the storm. I donât need the directions, though. Already going that way.
âWhen you said you needed my help,â Ocie says, âI didnât think you meant with committing suicide.â
âWe arenât going to die.â I hope.
Another gust bounces us in the lane.
âIâm glad youâre so confident. What are we doing here?â
âRemember that contest I told you about? The one I need a killer photo for?â
I glance over for a reaction. Ocieâs jaw is slack. She stares at the roof of my car; I know this look. Really, sheâs looking to God for a more satisfactory explanation.
âYouâre effing crazy, Panda. Driving in this? For a photo? Of what?â
I hesitate. Sheâs not going to take this well. âIâmâIâm not sure yet.â
âJesus take the wheel. Like, seriously.â
Itâs true. I have some ideasâwhat Iâd like to see when Iâm looking through my viewfinder. You never know for sure, not until youâre in the moment.
Rain patter and the thunk-squee, thunk-squee of my wipers are the only sounds. I need to say something, something that will sell Ocie on todayâs mission. Something affirming.
âI overreacted about you tutoring Taylor. Iâm sorry.â
âYou might want to apologize to him, since you made me cancel his session to go storm chasing.â
That will never happen. âThis is about us. I shouldnât have been all bitchy about it.â
âReally?â
Maybe. A little. I shrug. âSo, you and him are, like, real friends?â
âNot like we are.â
Thunk-squee, thunk-squee
Ocie says, âThereâs nothing going on between us or anything. If thatâs what youâre thinking.â
âIt never even crossed my mind.â
She flinches.
âI just mean youâd have to be pretty stupid to go there with him, O. You know what heâs like.â
âAre you sure you do?â
Gripping the wheel tight enough to make my hands ache, I say, âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âIt meansââ But Ocieâs phone spasms in her lap, emitting a long, aggravated groan that startles us both. She reads the screen. âEmergency alert! You know this mess is a Hurricane Watch now? Are you listening? Donât you have anything to say?â
I gasp, and catch the word rocketing up my throat before it passes my lips.
I almost say, âPerfect.â
If photographers were soldiers, storm photographers would be our Navy SEALs. The elite shooters who do the things most canât, things most of us shouldnât even try. Storm photography is dangerous for all sorts of reasons. Lightning strikes, flying debris, flash flooding. That stuff kills people who are trying to get away from storms; imagine the mortality rate for those going into them. Like weâre doing now.
We make it to Atlantic Avenue in one piece, a tenuous state. Rain pelts us with greater frequency, peppering so hard I expect a thousand raindropdents in my ride when this thing is over. I pull into the empty lot of the Oceanview Inn, a dwarf building wedged between two
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