Eye of the Needle by Ken Follett Page A

good-day. Oh! I ought to tell you—in an emergency, I can contact the mainland by wireless radio.”
    David was surprised. “You’ve got a radio transmitter?”
    “Aye,” Tom said proudly. “I’m an enemy aircraft spotter in the Royal Observer Corps.”
    “Ever spotted any?” David asked.
    Lucy flashed her disapproval of the sarcasm in David’s voice, but Tom seemed not to notice. “Not yet,” he replied.
    “Jolly good show.”
    When Tom had gone Lucy said, “He only wants to do his bit.”
    “There are lots of us who want to do our bit,” David said.
    And that, Lucy reflected, was the trouble. She dropped the subject, and wheeled her crippled husband into their new home.
     
     
     
    WHEN LUCY had been asked to visit the hospital psychologist, she had immediately assumed that David had brain damage. It was not so. “All that’s wrong with his head is a nasty bruise on theleft temple,” the psychologist said. She went on: “However, the loss of both his legs is a trauma, and there’s no telling how it will affect his state of mind. Did he want very much to be a pilot?”
    Lucy pondered. “He was afraid, but I think he wanted it very badly, all the same.”
    “Well, he’ll need all the reassurance and support that you can give him. And patience, too. One thing we can predict is that he will be resentful and ill-tempered for a while. He needs love and rest.”
    However, during their first few months on the island he seemed to want neither. He did not make love to her, perhaps because he was waiting until his injuries were fully healed. But he did not rest, either. He threw himself into the business of sheep farming, tearing about the island in his jeep with the wheelchair in the back. He built fences along the more treacherous cliffs, shot at the eagles, helped Tom train a new dog when Betsy began to go blind, and burned off the heather; and in the spring he was out every night delivering lambs. One day he felled a great old pine tree near Tom’s cottage, and spent a fortnight stripping it, hewing it into manageable logs and carting them back to the house for firewood. He relished really hard manual labor. He learned to strap himself tightly to the chair to keep his body anchored while he wielded an axe or a mallet. He carved a pair of Indian clubs and exercised with them for hours when Tom could find nothing more for him to do. The muscles of his arms and back became near-grotesque, like those of men who win body-building contests.
    Lucy was not unhappy. She had been afraid he might sit by the fire all day and brood over his bad luck. The way he worked was faintly worrying because it was so obsessive, but at least he was not vegetating.
    She told him about the baby at Christmas.
    In the morning she gave him a gasoline-driven saw, and he gave her a bolt of silk. Tom came over for dinner, and they ate a wild goose he had shot. David drove the shepherd home after tea, and when he came back Lucy opened a bottle of brandy.
    Then she said, “I have another present for you, but you can’t open it until May.”
    He laughed. “What on earth are you talking about? How much of that brandy did you drink while I was out?”
    “I’m having a baby.”
    He stared at her, and all the laughter went out of his face. “Good God, that’s all we bloody well need.”
    “David!”
    “Well, for God’s sake…. When the hell did it happen?”
    “That’s not too difficult to figure out, is it?” she said. “It must have been a week before the wedding. It’s a miracle it survived the crash.”
    “Have you seen a doctor?”
    “Huh—when?”
    “So how do you know for sure?”
    “Oh, David, don’t be so boring. I know for sure because my periods have stopped and my nipples hurt and I throw up in the mornings and my waist is four inches bigger than it used to be. If you ever looked at me you would know for sure.”
    “All right.”
    “What’s the matter with you? You’re supposed to be thrilled!”
    “Oh,