afterward, I could see that she had given them all the grisly details. I knew she didnât mean any harm, but soon, because of their looks of pity, I wasnât so eager to go down there anymore.
One afternoon, Mrs. March returned. I was sitting up in my bed and reading with my earphones on. They were plugged into the iPod, so I didnât see her or hear her, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jackie get up quickly and put her magazine down. I turned and saw Jordan March standing there. She looked as if she had just come from a fancy affair, and later she did say she had attended a charity luncheon. She wore a white wide-brim hat witha pink ribbon and a sleeveless V-neck dress, embellished with a pink scarf.
I took off my earphones.
âYou can take a break now, Jackie,â Mrs. March said.
Jackie nodded, smiled at me, and walked out. Mrs. March stepped up to my bed and smiled.
âI hear good things from your doctors,â she began. âYour bruises are healing, the concussion has receded, and you do look a lot stronger. How are you feeling?â
âThe cast itches,â I said. âItâs hard to get used to it.â
âYes, I imagine so. Dr. Milan says itâs too early to know how the break will affect the growth of your leg, but itâs important to remain hopeful. Heâs one of the best doctors in all of Southern California for this problem. Of course, when the cast is removed, youâll need therapy, and Iâm arranging for all of that.â
âWhere will I have to go?â
âWeâll see,â she said, looking away for a few seconds. When she looked at me again, her face was full of sadness, the way it had been when we had first met and she told me about losing her younger daughter. I could see her eyes filling with tears. She took a breath. âI want you to know Iâve taken good care of your mother,â she said.
Taken good care of my mother?
She said it as if she meant that Mama hadnât died. Maybe that really wasnât Mama I had seen in the morgue. Maybe I wasnât lying to myself. I held my breath. I think she saw that I was misunderstanding her.
âWhat I mean is, I bought a plot in Greenlawn Cemetery for her. I wanted my husband to make my daughtercome to the burial, but he wouldnât do that, so I went myself and made it as dignified as I could. Iâll make sure you are taken to the grave as soon as you are able to go. I didnât have any stone put up yet. I thought you might want to have something besides her name and dates of birth and death. You might want something like âLoving Mother,â whatever. You donât have to think about that right now.â
At least Mama wasnât where she had feared sheâd be, in that Potterâs Field, I thought.
âI had one of our attorneys research your motherâs family, and then I had any we could locate called, but no one wanted to attend the funeral. Your father was harder to find. He was in Honolulu for a while, and then he ⦠Well, he went off with someone to Australia. He hasnât responded to any calls or inquiries, Iâm afraid. We have it from reliable sources that he has another daughter with this woman. Iâm sorry to have to tell you all this, but I thought you should know. Any man who would desert a daughter like you isnât worth spending any time on, anyway,â she added angrily.
âHow old is his new daughter?â
âNot quite two.â
Did he love her, I wondered, or did he think of her the same way he thought of me, as a burden, a punishment for his past sins, as he had told Mama children were?
âHe just left you two one day? He didnât tell you he was leaving?â Mrs. March asked.
I tried to recall the exact details. That day, Mama had made a meat loaf because she said if he didnât show for dinner, we could keep it for lunch the next day. When he didnâtreturn home hours after
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