about, but it was none of my business. âGrandma,â I said instead, lightly fingering the keys, âI need to tell to you about something.â
âWell, go ahead, dear. What is it?â
I turned and searched her wrinkled face. âI had this strange dream last night,â I began. Quickly I told her about the scary blackness around me, the snakes and evil spirits and the feeling that I was going to hell. And then I told her about my quickly uttered prayer, and the appearance of a man. âWhat does it all mean, Grandma?â I asked in conclusion. âIf anyone can tell me, you can.â
She looked at me steadily throughout my account. âDo you know who it was?â she repeated my motherâs question.
My face reddened, but I managed to look her in the eyes as I squeaked, âYour son, Verlan.â
Grandma tried, but she couldnât hide the pleased look that crossed her face. âAre you sure it was him?â The thrill in her voice was unmistakable.
I smiled at her, and suddenly I felt like crying. She approved of me marrying her son. Verlan was a special man, and Grandma knew it. âWhat does the dream mean, Grandma?â I reminded her.
âWhy, honey, thereâs no doubt in my mind what it means. Our Heavenly Father knows that youâre almost of marriageable age, and He loves you and recognizes you as a Daughter of the True Church. Iâve known there was something special about you since you were a small child, and He knows it, too. Heâs guiding your life even though youâre not aware of it, and He has your spiritual welfare in mind. However, if you fail to follow His guidance, you are an open target for Satanâs trap.â Grandma gave me a serious, almost brooding look. âI have a feeling Satan is standing by watching you and has big plans to ruin your life. You must always keep the Lord close to you. He knows your potential, and Iâm even surer of it since you told me about Verlan being the one in your dream. Verlan is a powerful influence for good in this world, Susan, and heâs going to need strong wives to back him in his mission.â
âGrandma,â I said quickly, âyou canât say a word to him about all this. If heâs the one God wants me to marry, he will know, too. I would just die if he thought I was chasing him! Iâll remember what youâve told me, and Iâll just wait and see what happens. Do you promise?â
She smiled at me and squeezed my hand with her bent, knobby fingers. âYou know I wonât say anything. Let him chase you! Itâs good for a man not to be too sure of where he stands with a woman. It makes him appreciate her more. Now,â she concluded briskly, pointing at the thick music book, âwhere were we?â
It was late when I left Grandmaâs house. The sun had all but dipped behind the blue mountains, causing a rosy orange glow over the colony. A rooster in the distance was crowing as though it was dawn instead of dusk.
I felt elated as I hurried along the streets of the little Mexican pueblo, my home for eight years. God loved me! He wanted me to be the wife of the president of His church. I didnât know Verlan at all, really, but the thought didnât even scare me. In fact, I felt relaxed about my future. I had no doubt that I would fit into his family and learn to love him, just as the brethren had told those other girls would happen to them.
It was all I could do to keep from skipping down the road while I thought about him. I thought about his wives, too. I knew his first three wives, but only slightly. Charlotte, his first wife, was tall, olive-complexioned and serious. Irene, his blond, plump second wife, was Charlotteâs half-sister, and was always full of jokes and laughter. Lucy, his third wife, was a cousin to the other two and was quiet and unobtrusive. He had married two Mexican girls since his family had moved to Baja. I
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