moments of my life for twenty-five years. And though Mattie was a girl, and her world, personality, and experiences all very different from mine, I still recognized something of myself in her.
She didnât even have the benefit of having my mother and father as parentsâat least, not as they used to be. Sheâd had only Mort. From her stories, I could tell Morty gave her whatever she needed, except for time and attention. And the occasional visit with Aunt Sammy couldnât make up for that.
The door to my bedroom had a license plate with my name on it. Mattie opened it and preceded me inside. âShould be just like you left it,â she said.
Well, not exactly as I left it, I hoped. I could do without Felicityâs bleeding and unconscious body on the floor. But other than that, the room was indeed as Iâd left it. Posters and music magazine cutouts covered the walls, and familiar faces greeted meâThe Smiths, The Cure, Talking Heads, Prince; Buckaroo Banzai, The Terminator, Indiana Jones, and The Goonies.
A bed, a bookshelf, and a small desk were the only furniture. My worn and creased paperbacks lined the shelves like old friends waiting for my return. My Commodore 64 called to me from the desk, and lined up beside it stood my notebooks full of dungeon maps, character stats, and game ideas.
In fact, the room was so much the same that I felt a second of panic. Was I still in the Other Realm? Was everything Iâd experienced tonight just illusion, the cruel joke of some bored Fey lord or lady manipulating my memories like their own personal playground?
I focused on the differences: the plain blue blanket Mattie swept over the bed in place of my threadbare Star Wars comforter; the complete lack of ants in my ant farm; Mattie herself. Iâd never seen her before. Iâd relived every memory of my life enough to be certain of that, and the Fey only played with the stuff of real memories.
I flipped the power switch on the Commodore and turned on the monitor. After a few seconds, the blue screen cast the room in a comforting, familiar glow.
**** COMMODORE 64 BASIC X2 ****
64K RAM SYSTEM 38911 BASIC BYTES FREE
READY.
Ah, what a beautiful sight. My fingers itched to begin typing on those plastic brown keys.
âIâm so glad youâre back,â Mattie said. âUncle Peteâs always telling stories about how much fun you were.â
âYeah, well, Iâm not sure how long Iâll be here,â I said. The last thing I wanted to do was lie to Mattie and set her up for disappointment three days later.
âYouâre not leaving leaving, are you?â Mattie asked. âYou just got here. And we havenât even had a chance to talk or anything, not really. Ooo, and I was hoping to see what Papa Gâs present was for!â
Iâd forgotten about the ring. I touched its outline in the little coin pocket of my jeans. One more mystery to solve.
âIâm not sure what Iâm doing yet,â I said. âBut I wonât be going anywhere for at least a couple days, I promise.â
âYouâd betterâoh, sorry, hang on.â She pulled a black rectangle the size of a thick playing card out of her pocket and touched it. Light bathed her face.
âWhatâs that?â I asked.
âJust my phone. Didnât your changeling know about cell phones?â
âUh, yeah, I just hadnât seen one myself yet.â
âOh, well,â she turned so I could see the phone. It had a small video screen on it.
âSo itâs a, uh, video phone?â
âWell, I use it mostly for texting, but sometimes I play games or watch videos, so yeah, I guess. Oh, Iâve so got to show you this âShe Wants Revengeâ video. The musicâs so eighties, like that one group ⦠Bauhaus? And the girl in the video could totally be a feyblood. Youâll love it!â
âThat tiny thing, it does all of that?â I
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