âWell, they wait for other hands, I suspect. I belong here.â
Bremen sighed. âThen help me in another way, Kahle. I pray I am wrong in my assessment of the danger. I pray I am mistaken in what I think will occur. But if I am not, and if the Warlock Lord comes to Paranor, and if the gates should not hold against him, then someone must act to save the Druid Histories.â He paused. âAre they still kept separate within the adjoining roomâbehind the bookcase door?â
âStill and always,â Kahle advised.
Bremen reached into his robes and withdrew a small leather pouch. âWithin is a special dust,â he told his friend. âIf the Warlock Lord should come within these walls, throw it across the Druid Histories, and they will be scaled away. The dust will hide them. The dust will keep them safe.â
He handed the pouch to Kahle, who accepted it reluctantly. The wizened Druid held the pouch out in the cup of his hand as if to measure its worth. âElf magic?â he asked, and Bremen nodded. âSome form of faerie dust, I suppose. Some form of old-world sorcery.â He grinned mischievously. âDo you know what would happen to me if Athabasca found this in my possession?â
âI do,â Bremen replied solemnly. âBut he wonât find it, will he?â
Kahle regarded the pouch thoughtfully for a moment, then tucked it into his robes. âNo,â he agreed, âhe wonât.â His brow furrowed. âBut I am not sure I can promise I will use it, no matter what the cause. I am like Athabasca in this one matter, Bremen. I am opposed to involvement of the magic in the carrying out of my duties. I deplore magic as a means to any end. You know that. I have made it plain enough before, havenât I?â
âYou have.â
âAnd still you ask me to do this?â
âI must. Who else can I turn to? Who else can I trust? I leave it to your good judgment, Kahle. Use the dust only if circumstances are so dire that the lives of all are threatened and no one will be left to care for the books. Do not let them fall into the hands of those who will misuse the knowledge. That would be worse than any imagined result of employing magic.â
Kahle regarded him solemnly, then nodded. âIt would, indeed. Very well. I will keep the dust with me and use it should the worst come to pass. But only then.â
They faced each other in the ensuing silence, all the words spoken, nothing left to say.
âYou should reconsider your decision to come with me,â Bremen tried a final time.
Kahle smiled, a brittle twist of his thin mouth. âYou asked me to come with you once before, when you chose to leave Paranor and pursue your studies of the magic elsewhere. I told you then I would never leave, that this is where I belong. Nothing has changed.â
Bremen felt a bitter helplessness creep through him, and he smiled quickly to keep it from showing. âThen goodbye, Kahle Rese, my oldest and greatest friend. Keep well.â
The small man embraced him, hands gripping the old manâs slender frame and holding fast. âGoodbye, Bremen.â His voice was a whisper. âThis one time, I hope you are wrong.â
Bremen nodded wordlessly. Then he turned and went out the library door without looking back. He found himself wishing that things could be different, knowing they could not. He moved swiftly down the hallway to the door that opened into the back stairs passageway that had brought him. He found himself looking at the tapestries and artifacts as if he had never seen themâor perhaps as if he would never see them again. He felt some part of himself slipping away, just as it had when he left Paranor the first time. He did not like to admit it, but this was still more home to him than any other place, and as it was with all homes, it laid claim to him in ways that could not be judged or measured.
He went through the door
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