face, she is smiling.
“Did you know that your smile adds to your beauty even more Roxy, its contagious and makes being with you feels so natural and comfortable,” I confess to her.
“When I look into your eyes, I see the windows into your soul. I see and learn so much through your perfect, royal blue eyes. They are magnets that draw my own eyes to yours. When I look at you, it’s not just your looks that gage my attention; it’s what’s standing in front of me; the complete package of all I’ve ever wanted in the world,” I declare as I speak the honest truth.
Roxy is my entire universe and all that could ever matter.
Stacey, on the other hand, is exactly that type of woman I would avoid at all costs; she is a bimbo and couldn’t hold an intellectual conversation to save herself. She is childish and mean and I wish with every ounce of my body that I am not the father of her child.
“I love you unconditionally Rox, as my lover, my friend and as my soul mate.”
I kiss her deep and with all the love in my heart, soul and every ounce of my being.
“Oh Kade. Being with you has made me stronger. You tore down my walls and woke me from the darkness of my life; you tore off a layer that had been glued on for so long. Thank you for stripping the darkness from around my heart and showering it with bright light. Being with you has made me feel worthy of receiving your love as well as giving my love to you wholeheartedly,” she adds to her confession and when I think back to the immature Roxy I first met to the one in front of me now, I’m gobsmacked at just how mature she has become.
“I was destined to love you Kade Thomas, and no skanky pregnant hoe is going to take that away from me, baby,” she boasts to me and I just smile at the fucking incredible lady that I will one day call my wife.
Chapter 7
Engraved forever
Roxy
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T o say that these past two months have been an interesting turn of events is an understatement.
This was definitely not part of the plan. My life with Kade has been nothing short of amazing; our connection, love, and planning our life together is picturesque.
I am still in shock from the unexpected bombshell it isn’t even a little one, it is huge but I guess that’s what bombshells are, huge.
I text my rock Jemma to organise a vital lunch date. I need to talk about this bullshit with someone other than Kade; I need a woman’s perspective.
Even though I can imagine how Jemma will react to the news. “What the fuck? Is he stupid, why didn’t he wear a condom?”
We meet at our favourite café. They always have great service and the food and coffee is to die for. Jemma is none the wiser to my drama, as I get the typical bear hug and kiss on the cheek before she starts talking rapidly about her up and coming wedding plans.
“God Roxy, I think I may be turning into a bridezilla. I mean everything I choose or that I want is all the expensive stuff. Why can’t I just be content with simple things?” she states to me and I can’t help but giggle.
“Jem you wouldn’t be you if you were content with the simple things in life. You are spectacular and your wedding will be too,” I reply telling her how I see it. Jemma has never been simple or average and I wouldn’t expect her wedding to be that way either, even though it will bloody cost a fortune to pay for.
Good luck to Dan and his family.
“I love you hoe, you always know what to say to me and I appreciate it,” she tells me blowing me a kiss across the table.
“Well Jem, my life just got a whole lot more complicated, so I love the distraction of talking about your wedding,” I confide to her, feeling gloomy and low.
“What do you mean complicated? You and Kade are amazing together, what has surfer boy done now?” she asks me raising one eyebrow in typical Jemma fashion.
“It’s a bit of a bombshell Jem, so don’t freak out okay” I warn my bestie. Her going psycho in a coffee shop is
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