As soon as I told him I was single my heart skipped a little. It wasn’t because of anything I said or did. It was because I thought I saw something in his face.
I couldn’t be sure, but for a fleeting second I thought I saw his face light up with joy.
“Lana’s hot yo !”
“Nah, you really hooked up with Lana Sanders? Fool, it’s old news. I hooked up with her, twice , last year!” There was an eruption of laughter at the defeated look on the other guy’s face as that bit of news was broken to him.
It was the day after my tutoring session with Ivy. I was in the locker room with the rest of the team after practice listening to them all joke and laugh about various girls.
“Was she really that hot?” someone asked.
“You know it; why else do you think Clive over here went in twice?” There was another eruption of laughter.
“Hold up, hold up,” Luke interrupted the hoots. “She can’t have been better than Maya, you know, Ma- ya .” There was a consensus around the room and a couple different discussions on her broke out.
Noah took advantage of the lull to point something out. “Anyone else notice superstar Bryce over here has been awfully quiet today?” he asked in his best announcer voice. He instantly got the attention of all the guys in the locker room. I felt all eyes on me. One way or another, Noah was going to pay for This.
“ Goin ’ through a dry spell, Bryce?” Everyone burst into mocking laughter. I knew they were all eager to see it happen for the first time. I was usually the one with the most stories. “Come down to the Delta house party with me tonight and we’ll find a pretty one to get your dick wet.” More laughter erupted.
I shook my head and everyone calmed down immediately. “I have to study.”
I was met with cold silence.
After an excruciatingly awkward minute Noah finally spoke up, “You’re actually going to study?”
His completely baffled attitude was fair; I had never been the type of guy to “study”. All the other guys looked just as astonished. Noah smiled, looking genuinely happy. "You know, that's actually pretty great, man."
There was a moment of silence before the rest of the team collectively went “Nah!” and started teasing me for being a “try-hard nerd.” I let them get it out of their systems for a minute before finally shooting back.
“Better to be a ‘try-hard nerd’ than a ‘try-too-hard-to-fuck’ that lousy lay, Jamie. I don’t know why you’re so excited. I’ve had that and let me tell you, I ain’t goin ’ back.”
The room erupted with hoots and hollers, patting Jamie on the back in mock sympathy. As the insults continued to fly between everyone, I rushed to get dressed and leave the locker room. I was done with their bullshit for the day. As I walked out, I had a bad taste in my mouth. I shook my head and slammed on the gas, zooming off toward the house knowing I would get there before any of the other guys.
I rushed into the house and ran upstairs, locking myself in my room. I walked into the bathroom and stared at my reflection in the mirror. It was only then that I realized I had forgotten to shower in my haste to get away from my teammates. I was beyond frustrated. Ever since I met Ivy I had been all mixed up.
I fucking hated it. There was no reason for someone like her to get to me, especially not when we first met. She wasn’t the only one with a great pair of tits on campus. I slammed my fist against the bathroom counter. I couldn’t deny there was something unique about her nerdy sexiness. I thought back to our kiss; that was the moment something changed inside of me.
I had felt…nervous.
No girl had ever made me feel that way before.
I stripped down and hopped in to the shower as I thought about my little fantasy of her at the tutoring center. Maybe