another butterfly. This would be the only living creature he'd grant this promise.
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Back to 1993 on the island and Seth Everson kept calling his name. "Dammit, I heard you the first time," Kyle replied and then yelled for his friend, Bobby. Bobby was never that far from Kyle Roberts. "Yes?" "Go investigate what Seth keeps saying he saw. You know him and his crazy eyes. You'd think we were in the desert." Bobby made a move toward the direction of the butterfly and Kyle raised his knife. "No. The other way." After Bobby exited, Kyle closed his eyes and voyaged back to his childhood. "Butterflies," he whispered. "Butterflies."
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1960 . As Kyle grew older and with butterflies off limits he began to collect dozens of other insects. He became consumed with studying the different types at the public and school libraries. How to properly mount, store and preserve each specimen. His fascination with the hobby grew. He started to enjoy the killing part best. His experience with the butterfly was a lesson in how not to kill what you loved but he had no emotion for other insects and bugs. He would even kill butterflies in other stages as caterpillars. Ok to kill as long as they hadn't morphed into a butterfly. Once they had made that transformation they wouldn't be harmed. He stuck the specimens alive and watched them cringe until they went still. He found a curious urge developing inside him watching the creatures dying impaled. It seemed somehow analogous to his own life to date. He was impaled in each foster home, forced to stay where the state dictated he stay, forced to do what they ordered done. They watched him cringe at first and then be still when he got used to the new home. The only freedom he had was when he collected and mounted specimens. When he chose what creatures to become part of his collection he became the state. He never knew his biological mother or father and it wasn't until Angela took him in at foster home number four that he found any kind of parental-like figure in his life. The first few years with Angela were great except for one thing: Charles. Charles was Angela's tough, ruddy husband. Charles took an early disliking to Kyle and would punish him more than their other children. If Kyle forgot to do a chore or was slow in getting one done, Charles would be there with his large, dirty-nail mechanic hands. Kyle was never abused physically or sexually. That kind of abuse left questions that the state would demand answers. Charles was too slippery to leave that kind of trail. Charles dealt his abuse psychologically. If Charles knew Kyle enjoyed something, sooner or later, he would take it away. Favorite books, music, radio programs all became acceptable punishment lessons from Charles. Kyle might have learned something positive if Charles gave the items back but that rarely happened. It's almost like Charles enjoyed taking the items away with little promise of return. Whatever Kyle loved, stayed out of reach. Like the girls he thought he might like at school. And the butterfly's safety that Kyle had violated.
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1963 . The worst ever incident happened the Thanksgiving after Kyle's sixteenth birthday. By then Kyle had become the oldest foster child and Charles had been riding him even worse. It was the same year that guy Oswald shot President Kennedy from the book depository. That's all anybody wanted to talk about: The President was shot, The President was shot. Kyle was out collecting the day it happened and heard about it on every radio and from his foster family at home. He was more interested in Thanksgiving than who shot the President of the United States. The timing was ironic though because it was the first time Kyle thought about killing another human being. It was a fleeting, odd thought. He pondered why somebody would kill another person. No, I wouldn't do that. Kyle shook the thought off again. The thought soon crept into his nightmares. But