Marnie is my girlfriend. Jo . . . anna is my friend. Thereâs a difference.â
Mary Carlson drops her face into her hands. âOh my gosh.â She looks up, her own eyes crinkled with laughter. âI just thought . . . well . . . since yâall had been hanging out. You must think weâre such idiots. Can we start over? Anybody who can put up with Barnum and his incessant elephant talk is destined to be my friend.â
She holds out her hand.
I hold out mine.
Her handshake is firm, her skin powdery and warm.
âWelcome to Rome, Joanna Gordon.â
The way her mouth hooks on my full name makes me willing to forget I was ever Jo.
Gemma butts in. âGirl, you were holding out on us. You didnât say a word last week. And you are so pretty.Youâve got kind of a cool look. Not many people can pull off short hair.â She turns to Betsy. âWhatâs that actress? You know, the one who played in the Star Wars movies. Porter.â
Betsy, who kind of looks like my distant cousin Lola, all boobs and eyelashes, says the name like sheâs doing Gemma the biggest favor on the planet. âNatalie Portman.â
âRight. Thatâs her. You got that Natalie Portman look but with bigger lips.â
My transformation must have been more dramatic than I realized. Then I remember. Iâve been given what they consider a compliment. âUm. Thanks.â I point to my mouth. âThe lips are Italian. Costs a damn fortune in lip gloss.â
Mary Carlson laughs. âYouâre funny.â
Gemma sits back and puts her hands across her chest. âWe could fix those eyebrows, though.â She points above my eyes. âI know the tweezing hurts, but beauty is worth the pain.â
âSays the girl who bitches about trips to the salon.â Mary Carlson jumps to my defense.
âThat is a whole different thing for me than it is for you, coconut. At least I know how to use a brush.â
Their banter makes me miss Dana. Itâs obvious theyâreclose, despite the teasing.
Mary Carlson swats at Gemma, then smiles at me. âYour eyebrows are perfect. Ignore her.â She leans across B.T.B. and I notice her eyes are like his, hazel, green with flecks of goldish brown. She puts her hand under my chin and turns my face back and forth in the light. âThey give you character.â
âSo, weâre going to steal you from B.T.B., right?â The fourth girl, Jessica, I think, speaks up. âBecause you totally have to start hanging out with us. The boys in my history class have been talking about you.â
âUh. What?â
George turns red. Jessica wiggles her eyebrows.
Oh God. Did I somehow turn on some switch Iâm not aware of?
âYouâre totally coming with us to the game this Friday.â She looks to Mary Carlson. âRight? I mean, weâve thought she was in Mr. Nedâs class since school started and completely missed out on getting to know her.â Then to me. âWe all love your stepmom, and Foundation Baptist kids stick together. Weâre a family.â
I want to ask how my being in Mr. Nedâs class would have stopped them from getting to know me, because say I actually was, I would still be a part of this so-called Foundation Baptist family. Jessica seems oblivious to her slight.
âAbsolutely.â Mary Carlson nods and picks jalapeños off her pizza slice. âYou can stay over afterward. Everybody is. Bring your party pajamas.â
âBecause, girl.â Gemma growls. âOur dance parties are epic.â
I doubt their dance parties are anything like a DJ Gabby F. spinner, but still, this is way easier than I thought it was going to be. Theyâre treating me like just another youth group member. Iâm not Jo, the gay daughter of Reverend Gordon. And Iâm not Jo, the quiet friend of crazy Dana. Iâm Joanna. New girl. It feels kind of . . . uncomplicated. Like a place
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