abandon and bad-idea excitement. Surely she was blowing the experience out of proportion. And yet...Brett had stirred nothing in her by the end, as much as sheâd willed her body to respond, and indeed to keep a certain troublesome man out of her mind during intimate moments.
She bade Jenna good-night and shut the door, staring blankly at the pattern in the wood.
Rich is coming home.
And I am so royally screwed.
* * *
H E FUMBLED WITH his crutches and keys and managed to get the heavy glass door open. It was just past five-thirty. The sky was still dark, the city not yet awake.
This wasnât how Rich had envisioned returning to his home turf, post title-fight victoryâlimping in at dawn before the gym even opened, dropped off by his little sister on her way to an early shift at the teaching hospital. But the alternative sucked.
The alternative was to take the frigging bus. Show up during regular hours and get heralded as the hometown hero, clapped on the back like some prodigal son. Bad enough the board in front of his motherâs church asked parishioners to pray for his swift recovery.
He was a champion nowâand he wasnât supposed to be. He should have been Nick Moreauâs warm-up bout, a sure-bet title-retention match to keep Moreauâs streak going until the big event in Rio, just after Thanksgiving, where rumor had it a past champ wanted a comeback against him. Now Rich was the light heavyweight champ, such a shock that the promotions outfits were falling all over themselves to get busy making the merchandise no one had expected theyâd need. The day after his win theyâd taken him to a studio and stripped him to his gloves and belt, propped a crown on his head and photographed him for the cover of his organizationâs monthly magazine. Thereâd be a big thing on the website, too. Prince of Thieves,the headline would read. Theyâd interviewed him for a couple hours, all about how heâd stolen Moreauâs title from under him.
Overnight heâd gone from sidebar mentions to the front cover. One desperate headlock and he was a somebody. A champion, no matter how green.
Yet Rich didnât feel like anyone worth cheering. Undefeated record aside, he felt like a failure. What good was a pit bull once its teeth got knocked out?
Back aching, armpits tender, shoulder joints raw, he swung his way down the hall and hopped one laborious step at a time to the basement, unlocking the gymâs double doors.
Smelled just as it always had, he thought, flipping on one set of lights. Same as when heâd first stomped down these stairs at age twelve. You could keep your grandmaâs muffinsânothing said nostalgia to Rich like the smell of sweat and leather.
Home.
The thought had guilt squirming in his gut.
He hadnât been back since March, and a few more improvements had been made. Fresh mats, a few pieces of new equipment in the weights and cardio corner. Maybe heâd helped buy those, earning Wilinskiâs a much-needed boost in dues. It should have cheered him, but nothing could, not in this mood.
âThe members are out of their minds,â Mercer had told him. âYouâd think Anderson Silva was coming to train them.â
âYeah, right. Tell them theyâre off by about six billion wins and nearly as many dollars.â
âYouâll see. Everybodyâs going frigging bat-shit.â
Sure. Great.
Bully for them, getting shouted at by a bona fide MMA rising star. But Rich knew the truth. Heâd been neutered, the best momentum of his life wrecked by a misstep, a moment quicker than an eyeblink, quick as Moreauâs elbow colliding with Richâs first metatarsal. Now he was stuck limping around on crutches for the four to six weeks heâd been ordered to stay off his foot, when the last thing he wanted to feel was idle. The last thing he wanted was time, time to heal and to think while his muscles turned soft
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