miles from our home and it took me almost an hour to make the journey. And that was without all the snow and ice. And I was wearing my canvas converse high tops.
âDang it!â I shouted, which was about as harsh an expletive as I ever used, and started off for home. An hour and a half later I walked in our front door, my feet soaked and numb from the cold. My father was reading a book. He looked up at me. âYouâre late.â
âI missed the bus.â I wiped my feet on the scrap of carpet my mother had put by the front door. âHow are you feeling?â
âGetting better,â he said, which he always said.
My dad continued to look at me with a peculiar expression I couldnât read. The Bible says that the guilty flee when no man pursueth, I guess thatâs how I was with my secret. Had he found out about Grace? Did she leave something in the bathroom? I wondered if he was waiting for me to spill the beans, like the time Joel threw a baseball through a neighborâs window and our dad asked us everything about our afternoonâexcept about the broken windowâuntil we finally caved.
âWhat?â I finally said.
âLook at what Iâm doing.â
I looked at him and still had no idea what he was talking about. âYeah?â
âIâm reading a book.â
What does this have to do with Grace? I thought. âI didnât know you couldnât read.â
âDonât be a smart aleck,â he said. âOf course I can read. I can turn the pages.â
âOh. Thatâs great.â I hoped I sounded excited.
âDarn tootinâ.â He went back to his book.
I walked out of the living room into the kitchen. Joel was at the table working on a jigsaw puzzle. He looked up at me.
âWhere you been?â
âI missed the bus.â
âYou walked home?â
âNo. I flew.â
He went back to his puzzle. âWant to help?â
âNo. Iâve got to go to work.â I lowered my voice. âHave you checked onâ¦?â
âWhat?â
I tilted my head toward the back door. âYou know.â
âThe girl?â
âShhh!â
âI didnât know I was supposed to.â
âSheâs probably hungry.â
âItâs like having a pet,â Joel said.
I went to the pantry. I selected cans from the back of the shelf, carefully considering what I could take that my mother wouldnât miss. I grabbed a couple cans of Van de Kampâs pork and beans, a can of Campbellâs cream of chicken soup, and a can of string beans. We had an old army cooking pan in the clubhouse and I figured she could heat things over the kerosene lamp. I cut two thick pieces of my motherâs homemade bread, and put it all in a brown grocery sack along with a can opener, a fork, a spoon, a plate, and a bowl. Then I retrieved my schoolbag and went out back. As I neared the clubhouse, I could smell something bad. When I opened the door the smell intensified. The light and nightlite was off. âGrace?â
She didnât answer but I could hear her lightly snoring. I thought it was a little strange that she was napping this late in the afternoon. I set the paper sack inside the door, along with the things from her locker, then rode my bike to work.
CHAPTER Nine
Hawaii is the most isolated place with a big population
on the face of the earth. It even has its own time zone.
I think thatâs how I feel back here.
GRACEâS DIARY
Monday at the Queen was the slowest day of the week, but that didnât mean we had less work. Mr. Dick created what we called the Monday death list. I think he put things on there for us to do just so he wouldnât feel like we were wasting his money, like putting all the paper money in the cash register presidentâs head up and facing in the same direction or changing the words on the sign up front.
The worst job was changing the oil in the fryer.
Andy Straka
Joan Rylen
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Alle Wells
Mira Garland
Patricia Bray
Great Brain At the Academy
Pema Chödrön
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