Cam, I will start slowly so you can get used to it” she moans I take that as a yes and enter her in one long stroke “Fuck Grey” I slowly pull out and back in again “Harder Grey” ok you don’t have to tell me twice, I start a fast and hard pace and don’t stop until I empty everything I have inside her, I almost missed her climax as I was concentrating on the sensation of her pussy squeezing on my cock, I rest on her back for a second before lying down next to her “You ok Cam?”
“I feel amazing”
“You were amazing”
I lie back with my eyes closed, after about five minutes I realise she has gone to sleep, I am unsure of what to do, do I stay or leave? That’s not a question I usually ask, I decide to stay and just lie back and think about what happened, Cam moves in her sleep and cuddles into me, ok this is new as well, I hold her and fall fast asleep.
Chapter 11
Camilla
I come too, thinking that’s my phone ringing then I remember last night and turn to look and there he is, Grey, fast sleep next to me looking sexier than ever with his hair sticking up and his stubble just that bit longer. I just lie and look at him for a while when my phone starts ringing again. I slowly get out of bed and look around; I grab an old t shirt from my drawer and walk around the house trying to find my phone, I find my bag where I left it when I came in with Grey last night. I pull it out and it stops ringing. I put the kettle down as I open my notifications, three missed calls from James and a couple of texts from Will. I put my phone on silent whilst I make my tea then I sit outside at the table. I read Will’s text first
I hope your night was as good as mine.
Cam – is everything ok?
Cam please call me.
I quickly text him back saying last night was amazing and that I will call later, then I ring James
“Camilla”
“Hi James, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing I was worrying, you didn’t ring yesterday like you said you would”
“Sorry it completely slipped my mind, everything is ok. I’ve brought a book shop”
“Jesus Camilla, I though you would just take a break and then come back?”
“James I not coming back, not for a while anyway”
“What’s brought this on? You need to be with your family”
“No James I need to get on with my life and that’s what I‘m doing”
“There is no need to be in such a hurry, you only lost Edward a few years ago”
“James I don’t want to talk about this now please.”
“No I know that, look Edward loved you with everything he was, you just can’t forget him Cam, come home”
“Edward would want me to move on wouldn’t he?”
“Eventually maybe but Christ Camilla I thought you loved him?”
“Enough James, I will ring you Friday”
“Wait, I was ringing to ask if you could look after the girls, I have been called to a meeting in Ireland and thought I would take Suzie with me”
“When?”
“As soon as you could get here”
“Bloody hell James it’s a bit short notice”
“I know I’m sorry, you know we don’t like leaving them with anyone else, we would be back by lunchtime tomorrow”
“Ok, ok, I will be there in about two hours”
“Perfect, thanks Camilla”
I cut the call and think about Edward, all the times we laughed, had fun and about the wedding dress I had on order then had to cancel, I swipe the tears from my cheeks and stand to go and get ready. Shit I remember Grey is still asleep in my bed, I remember how amazing last night was and then the guilt hits me… hard. I quickly shower in the main bathroom and pack an overnight bag. Once I’m ready I take a long look at Grey who is still peacefully sleeping, I watch him for a minute and my belly feels like it has butterflies in it, something it hasn’t felt in a long time. I grab a piece of paper and a pen from my nightstand and write him a note.
Hi Grey,
Sorry I had to leave unexpectedly and won’t be back until late tomorrow, please help yourself to
“I feel amazing”
“You were amazing”
I lie back with my eyes closed, after about five minutes I realise she has gone to sleep, I am unsure of what to do, do I stay or leave? That’s not a question I usually ask, I decide to stay and just lie back and think about what happened, Cam moves in her sleep and cuddles into me, ok this is new as well, I hold her and fall fast asleep.
Chapter 11
Camilla
I come too, thinking that’s my phone ringing then I remember last night and turn to look and there he is, Grey, fast sleep next to me looking sexier than ever with his hair sticking up and his stubble just that bit longer. I just lie and look at him for a while when my phone starts ringing again. I slowly get out of bed and look around; I grab an old t shirt from my drawer and walk around the house trying to find my phone, I find my bag where I left it when I came in with Grey last night. I pull it out and it stops ringing. I put the kettle down as I open my notifications, three missed calls from James and a couple of texts from Will. I put my phone on silent whilst I make my tea then I sit outside at the table. I read Will’s text first
I hope your night was as good as mine.
Cam – is everything ok?
Cam please call me.
I quickly text him back saying last night was amazing and that I will call later, then I ring James
“Camilla”
“Hi James, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing I was worrying, you didn’t ring yesterday like you said you would”
“Sorry it completely slipped my mind, everything is ok. I’ve brought a book shop”
“Jesus Camilla, I though you would just take a break and then come back?”
“James I not coming back, not for a while anyway”
“What’s brought this on? You need to be with your family”
“No James I need to get on with my life and that’s what I‘m doing”
“There is no need to be in such a hurry, you only lost Edward a few years ago”
“James I don’t want to talk about this now please.”
“No I know that, look Edward loved you with everything he was, you just can’t forget him Cam, come home”
“Edward would want me to move on wouldn’t he?”
“Eventually maybe but Christ Camilla I thought you loved him?”
“Enough James, I will ring you Friday”
“Wait, I was ringing to ask if you could look after the girls, I have been called to a meeting in Ireland and thought I would take Suzie with me”
“When?”
“As soon as you could get here”
“Bloody hell James it’s a bit short notice”
“I know I’m sorry, you know we don’t like leaving them with anyone else, we would be back by lunchtime tomorrow”
“Ok, ok, I will be there in about two hours”
“Perfect, thanks Camilla”
I cut the call and think about Edward, all the times we laughed, had fun and about the wedding dress I had on order then had to cancel, I swipe the tears from my cheeks and stand to go and get ready. Shit I remember Grey is still asleep in my bed, I remember how amazing last night was and then the guilt hits me… hard. I quickly shower in the main bathroom and pack an overnight bag. Once I’m ready I take a long look at Grey who is still peacefully sleeping, I watch him for a minute and my belly feels like it has butterflies in it, something it hasn’t felt in a long time. I grab a piece of paper and a pen from my nightstand and write him a note.
Hi Grey,
Sorry I had to leave unexpectedly and won’t be back until late tomorrow, please help yourself to
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