strength, then helped him back across the drawbridge. âGarthâs safe,â she told the others. âWeâve seen him.â
âLord Love Us.â Mrs Snipper was still wringing her hands. Lily had fainted.
âI donât think the Lord had much to do with it,â Daisy said. âHelp Rose with Lily, Mrs Snips. I can manage Pa.â
Daisy left her father in the library and returned to the drawing room. It was impossible to believe that scarcely half an hour had passed since the intruders had arrived. The cheque was still lying on the floor. Daisy burned it whilst the others laid Lily on a sofa and sprinkled her with water. When Lily began to come round, Rose wiped her hands and tried to be practical. âWe must start packing,â she said, looking rather hopelessly around the room. âDo you suppose people who buy castles buy the furniture and the tapestries? How do you take down curtains? Are they sewn on to the rails?â
Daisy turned from the fire. âWhat do you mean, packing?â
âDonât be silly, Daisy. You know just what I mean,â Rose said in a tired voice. âWe canât stop people coming, and if Mrs Snips hadnât screamed, weâd be sold already.â
âDonât you see?â
âSee what? For goodness sake, Daisy. See what?â
âThat we donât have to go.â
âOh, please. Weâve got to go, and thatâs that.â
âYou mean you want Hartslove to be sold?â
âDonât be unfair,â cried Rose. âOf course I donât! But living here costs money, and we donât have any.â Daisy blinked. âAnd besides,â Rose carried on, recklessly allowing her worst fears to tumble out, âwe canât carry on living all bound up with stones and cobwebs and the Dead Girl and the tombstones at the Resting Place. Next year Iâll be eighteen. Eighteen! Donât you understand, Daisy? Donât any of you?â She could not stop now. âI want to have a proper life, an ordinary life, and how can I â how can any of us â have an ordinary life when nothing here is ordinary? How can we actually have any life of our own at all?â She could see the shock on her sistersâ faces but she did not care. She could not, just
could not
, spend her whole life in a place so full of the past there was no space for anything else.
Daisy gulped. âIt neednât be like that, Rose. You can have a life. We all can.â
âHow?â Rose asked, all her energy draining away. âHow, exactly, Daisy, unless we leave here.â
âThrough The One.â
âOh, Daisy!â Rose slumped on to the sofa next to Lily and buried her face in her hands. Lily was sitting up. âDonât upset Rose any more,â she begged.
âThereâs no need to be upset. Donât you see?â Daisy said earnestly. âThe Oneâs going to win the Derby. I absolutely believe it. And when he wins, everythingâll be different.â
âDifferent?â Rose did not bother to raise her head. âHow different? Whatever The One does, Pa will still drink; the candles will still go out; the Dead Girl will still haunt Paâs passage; Ma still wonât come back.â
And Arthur Rose will still marry somebody else
, she thought, though she did manage to stop herself saying this out loud.
Daisy shook her head. âNo, Rose. It wonât be like that.â
âHow will it be, then?â Rose could not fight any more.
âI donât know,â Daisy said. âBut it will be good for all of us, each in our own way. I just know it.â
Rose closed her eyes. âEven if youâre right,â she said, âeven in the hugely improbable likelihood that you are right, just tell me this: why on earth should this The One be different from any of the others?â
Daisy held her ground. âIâve never believed in any of the
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