back to more pleasant memories. âI donât remember his name, but his mother used to call for him at suppertime.â
No one volunteered.
âYou know, it was something like âVladimir Ilyich Ulyanov Lefkowitz, you come in for supper!ââ
Isaacâs smile dimmed ever so slightly, while Simon cleared his throat and frowned outright. Apparently Iâd tripped over some old bones.
âIâm sorry,â I said, thinking he must have met some tragic end. âHave I said something wrong?â
Isaac made an effort to relight his smile and brushed off my apology. âNot at all, Ellie,â he said. âItâs just that Karlâthatâs Karl Marx Merklesonâ moved to California many years ago, and we havenât stayed in touch.â
I drew a sigh, relieved it wasnât a more woeful tale. But then Simon stood up and poured himself another drink.
âKarl betrayed his family, friends, and his faith,â he announced. âHe converted to Christianity, for Godâs sake. As far as Iâm concerned, heâs dead. And good riddance.â
I stiffened in my seat. The story was a little bit woeful after all.
âNot with the faith again,â moaned Isaac. âSimon, weâre all atheists here except for you.â
âThatâs right, Isaac. And youâre all wrong. What are we doing here if no God exists?â
âNot now, Simon,â said Miriam, his weary wife. âNo one wants to hear it again.â
âSorry to disappoint you, old friend,â said Isaac, staking claim to the last word. âBut there is no God.â
Then, perhaps realizing that he knew nothing of my beliefs, he turned to me and apologized if heâd offended me.
âItâs all right,â I said, thinking he should apologize to Simon instead. âMy father loved debating God with others. Jews and Christians alike. It didnât matter. He loved the exercise.â
âAnd what about you?â
âMy mother used to say that arguing with a passionate believer of any tenet is a losing proposition. Youâll never win the argument. But even if you do, you destroy something much more important in your opponent than his case.â
âDestroying the argument for atheism wonât hurt anyone,â said Simon. âQuite the opposite. If I could convince you all to embrace God, you would lose nothing. You would win in the bargain and be enriched.â
âEnough,â snapped Miriam. âHow do you reconcile your God and all his warts with socialism? Youâre such a hypocrite.â
âSocialism and God are not mutually exclusive. We Jews arenât like those crazy evangelicals in the village who preach love in Jesusâs name, but in practice act more like bigots and fascists.â
The room fell silent after that. It seethed and hissed emotionally, especially between the married couple, but no one spoke for at least a minute. A long minute. I actually heard bullfrogs croaking outside the hall. As the silence wore on, I wondered if I could slip out without being noticed. That was impossible, of course. Adding to my discomfort was the knowledge that my question had provoked the fight in the first place.
I was about to excuse myself when Isaacâs father wrestled himself out of his chair and, unhappy with the strife that had ruined the end of a fine evening, announced that he was turning in for the night. He stopped to grasp my hand in his bony, wrinkled grip. His eyes smiled at me, and he wished me good night.
âI hope to see you again tomorrow for supper, despite this ugliness,â he said.
Then he shuffled out of the Great Lodge. Rachel excused herself, saying she would see him to his cabin and be right back.
After several more minutes had passed with no conversation, Simon offered me a limp apology for having made such a fuss in front of a guest.
âIâm a passionate person,â he said. âI
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