scent of the eggs hit her. She ignored it, chalking it down to her not eating properly the day before. But it happened again when she was at the restaurant, as soon as she went into the kitchen to talk to the chef about something the smell of chicken kiev assailed her nostrils and her stomach started churning. She ran to the bathroom and threw up what little she had eaten in the morning. She leaned back weakly in the stall, feeling miserable and wondered if she had come down with a stomach virus. She felt so sick she had to leave early to go home. She was huddled in bed when John came over. He had called her and she had told him she was not feeling well. He had told her he was coming over. “What’s wrong?” he asked in concern as he saw her huddled under the sheet. “Are you coming down with the flu virus?” he placed the back of his hand against her forehead. “More like the baby virus,” she laughed shakily, her breath caught on a sob. She had not want to believe it. She kept telling herself that it was a stomach virus but she had checked her calendar and realized that she had not had her period for the last two months. She'd been too busy to even notice. On her way home she had bought a pregnancy test. When she had peed on the stick it had turned blue for positive. “Excuse me?” he stared at her frowning. “I think I am pregnant,” Rosa told him in despair. She had never factored a child in her planning, it had always been: get her restaurant up and running, then she would think about a family and the worst part was, she was not sure if he wanted a child by her, they had never discussed it. “Are you sure?” He was not jumping for joy so Rosa realized with a sinking heart that it was not something he wanted to hear. “As sure as a pregnancy test can be,” she told him stiffly. Her stomach was empty and she was feeling miserable and the thought of food made her want to hurl. She did not have time for him to tell her that he was leaving her. “What do you want us to do?” he asked her gently, seeing the miserable expression on her beautiful face. He wanted to take her into his arms and tell her that everything was going to be fine, they were going to be a family but he knew that would not be totally true. He did not know if she wanted a baby. His baby and he still had not told his parents about her. Her heart jumped a little and she felt a flare of hope. He had said we, so that probably meant that he was not going to leave her. “I don’t know,” she shrugged, turning her face away from him, feeling the tears starting to trickle down her cheeks. She felt the bed move and realized he had come beside her and had pulled her around and into his arms. He felt so solid and dependable that she did not want him to let her go. “Whatever you decided I am here for you and I want you to know that I want us to be a family but I want you to think about what this means. I am here baby,” he used the pad of his thumb to wipe away the tears from her cheeks. “I am here Rosa and I am not going anywhere.” They spent the night discussing the possibility of keeping the baby and what it would mean. “I have something to tell you,” he said taking a deep breath, “If you are going to tell me that you are married and have some Chinese wife and children stashed away somewhere then I am going to kill you,” she warned him. He laughed in amusement and kissed her full on the lips. “I am not married and I don’t have some Chinese children stashed somewhere.” He paused and with a sigh he told her. “My parents have planned my wedding since I was a child. I am supposed to go back to China and marry some demure young Chinese woman fitting for my station and raise a family together. I told you they are not very tolerant about Americans but it’s more than that. I am their only child and I am expected to carry on the tradition of marrying a Chinese.” “And you have gone ahead and defied tradition by