Charlotteâs shoulder. âIâm so sorry that happened to you when you were a child, Mary. So very sorry.â She wrapped her arms around Charlotte and squeezed for a few moments before she eased away. âAnd I am very sorry, also, about Hannahâs outburst.â She hung her head and sighed before she looked back up at Charlotte. âWe all lost someone special to us, someone we loved very much. It was about a year ago, and it was the hardest on Hannah. She was going to marry this man.â She paused, and Charlotte couldnât breathe as she waited for her to go on. âHe hanged himself. Not far from here. In his own backyard.â
Four
C harlotte stared out the bedroom window and watched Isaac walk toward the barn. Sheâd been looking forward to their date on Saturday, but any excitement sheâd had was suspended. Sheâd known that Ethan had hanged himself, but hearing Lena say it and being witness to Hannahâs hysteria had left Charlotte in a funk.
Hannah had apologized for her outburst two more times and seemed to want to talk, but Charlotte had stayed to herself the past couple of days. Hannah might be ready to share information about Ethan, but Charlotte wasnât sure she was ready to hear it now. Instead, she found herself recalling parts of her past that were best forgotten.
Their parents had spent the majority of Ethanâs and Charlotteâs childhood fighting. Their father eventually landed in jail for assaulting their mother, but after that, it was their mother who took over the beatings, and after one too many times, Charlotte had called the police, something she wouldnât have done if she could have foreseen the consequences. She had no idea where her mother was these days. And she didnât care.
Charlotteâs phone call had resulted in Ethan and her being separated for nearly two years. She recalled the foster home where the fire had started, and a shiver ran up her spineâbut only partly from recollections of the fire. She and Ethan never talked about those two years apart, and sheâd always wondered if Ethanâs foster home had been anything like the one sheâd been in. She wondered if Ethan had hidden things in an empty mothball box in the closet like theyâd done when they lived at home. Their mother had insisted they keep a box of mothballs in the closet, but she wouldnât even touch the boxes, saying the smell made her gag. Charlotte and Ethan had always trashed the mothballs and stored anything they didnât want her to see in the empty boxes. It wasnât until she was older that Charlotte realized that mothballs were toxic. Luckily, neither she nor Ethan had ever eaten one.
She stuffed the painful memories back in the dark part of her brain and walked downstairs. The aroma of freshly baked bread was too much to resist. She walked into the kitchen just as Hannah was taking two loaves from the oven. Lena had gone to the auction to see about purchasing more goats, and Amos and Jacob were doing whatever they did out in the fields. They came in each night smelling of hay and manure. Charlotte was thankful they both bathed before dinnerâ supper, she reminded herself.
Charlotte breathed in the smell of what had become her most favorite food in the world, then she walked to the window, just in time to catch a glimpse of Isaac leaving in his buggy.
âAre you excited about your date?â Hannah placed the loaves of bread on the cooling rack.
Hannahâs tone was clipped. Clearly, Cousin Hannah wasnât in the mood to apologize anymore. Charlotte shrugged. âI guess.â
Hannah leaned against the counter and folded her arms across her chest. âYou will only be here for three more weeks, so I hope you wonât lead Isaac on. Heâs a very nice man, and Iâd hate to see him get hurt.â Hannah raised her chin in a way that reminded Charlotte of a hair-pulling incident sheâd
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