quarrel.
Dee constantly braced herself for news of the engagement, but it never came. As the weeks passed, her nerves became more strained until it would almost have been a relief to know that heâd finally proposed to Sylvia, even set the date. If only it would happen soon, before she fell totally in love with him and it was too late.
And all the time she knew she was fooling herself. The spark of love had ignited in her the night theyâd met, but sheâd been too inexperienced to know it. Over the next few days it had flared and grown stronger. Now it was already too late. It had always been too late. It had been too late from the first moment.
Day after day, she waited for the axe to fall but, mysteriously, it never did.
There wasnât always time to worry about her own life. As the early months of 1939 passed, the news from Europe grew more ominous and war more likely. Hitler continued to invade weaker countries, annexing them in defiance of the Munich Agreement that heâd signed with Neville Chamberlain the previous September, until even Chamberlain announced that negotiations with him were impossible.
âMark canât talk about anything else,â Sylvia said sulkily. âHeâs set his heart on the Air Force, and he just takes it for granted that Iâll stick around.â
âBut of course,â Dee said, shocked. âYou couldnât leave him when he was doing his duty to his country.â
âTo him itâs fun, not duty. I canât even get his attention long enough to make him jealous.â
âIs that what youâve been trying to do?â Dee asked curiously.
âJust a little. It worked at New Year butâoh, I donât know. I have to make him realise that Iâm here and heâs got to notice me.â
âDonât do anything stupid,â Dee warned.
Sylviaâs response was a wry look that she didnât understand until later.
Tom, the young man from three doors down whoâd danced with Dee on New Yearâs Eve, began to invite her out. Without encouraging him too much, she agreed to the odd trip to the cinema because she was blowed if she was going to spend her time pining for Mark Sellon, thank you very much!
Tom wasnât brainy, but he had a cheeky humour that appealed to her. Laughing with him wasnât the same as laughing with Mark. There was none of the edgy excitement that made it so much more than humour. But Tom could tell a joke well, and they were chuckling together the night they arrived at her home to find Mark there, looking troubled.
âIs something the matter?â Dee asked quickly.
âNo, Iâm just waiting for Sylvia. Sheâs a bit late tonight.â
âI thought she was meeting you in town,â Dee said, frowning.
âDid she say that?â Mark said easily. âI must have got it wrong. Sorry to trouble you.â He was out of the door before they could reply.
âYour sisterâs got them all running around after her,â Tom said admiringly.
âFunny,â Dee mused. âIâm sure she said she wasnât coming home early. Oh, well.â
Looking back, it was easy to see this as the first ominous sign. The second came later that night when Sylvia returned, beaming and cheerful, and seemed delighted to know Mark had been looking for her.
âWas he very upset?â
âHe certainly wasnât happy. Do you want him to be upset?â
Sylvia shrugged. âIt wonât do him any harm to worry about me for a change. He winks at every girl who passes.â
âBut thatâs just his way.â
There was a brief pause before Sylvia said, âThatâs what I used to believe, but now I think itâs more than just a bit of harmless fun. Thereâs something in himâsomething I canât reach because he wonât let me. He seems so outgoing and friendly but itâs an illusion. He keeps the important part of
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