mine?â
I see a mean little smile on my fatherâs mouth, but all he says is, âSeven fifteen.â
Seven and one and five add up to thirteen, which is a prime number, but in this case I donât think itâs a good thing. âSheâs been gone for over an hour,â I reply.
âNow you answer my question. Is the phone out too?â
âYes. Why didnât you watch Rain when she went outside?â
âRose.â
âBut why didnât you?â
âRose, youâre driving me crazy.â
âWell, why didnât you wake me up?â
âWhat? When Rain went out? I donât know. Because we always let her out by herself and she always comes back to the porch.â
âShe hasnât been out during a storm before.â
âDid you eat breakfast yet?â
âI was looking for Rain.â
âDid. You. Eat. Breakfast. Yet.â
âNo.â
My father starts pulling out supplies. He sets paper bowls and paper cups on the table, a box of cereal, and milk from the fridge, which is dark inside. âThe milk is still okay,â he says, sniffing it.
I walk from the window to the table and back to the window. I open the front door. I call, âRain! Rain! â
âBreakfast is ready,â says my father.
âRain is missing.â I step back inside.
My father goes to the window. âWhat a mess,â he says.
âThe bridge over the driveway washed away,â I tell him. âWeâre stuck here.â
âDamn.â
âI wish we could call Uncle Weldon.â
âWhatâs he going to do?â
âHelp me look for Rain. Why didnât you watch her when she went out?â
âIâve already answered that question, Rose. Now letâs eat.â
I stand at the window. I pace into my bedroom and back to the kitchen. âWhy didnât you check to see if she came back?â
My father slams his hand on the table and the carton of milk jumps. He looks at the Atlantic City clock. âItâs 8.30,â he says, âand already Iâve had it with you.â
8.30 a.m. is when my father has had it with me, and also when I notice that Rainâs collar is hanging on the doorknob. Thatâs where I left it last night, before my father made Rain and me go to bed without peeing.
Rain is lost outside and she isnât wearing her collar.
She has no identification.
My father is the one who let her out. Thatâs why Iâm mad at him.
21
Rainâs Nose
All dogs have smart noses, but Rainâs must be especially smart. I think of the day she followed me through the hallways at school until she found me in Mrs Kushelâs room. Her nose had to sort through the smells of dozens of kids and teachers, and choose just mine to track.
I remember Parvani saying, âYouâre so lucky, Rose.â She meant lucky to have Rain, a dog with such a smart nose.
I canât eat the cereal my father gets for me. I leave the table and stand at the front door again.
âA watched pot never boils,â says my father. He slurps some cereal and washes it down with warm Coke from a can.
âWhat?â I say.
âNever heard that expression? It meansâ¦â My father pauses. âIt means, well, it means donât keep standing there. Rain will come back when sheâs ready.â
I turn around to face my father. âRain has a smart nose,â I tell him.
âUnh.â
âShe does. Even if she got turned around in the storm her nose will help her find her way home.â
âOkay then. Come eat your breakfast.â
The day is long and dark. The rain stops falling and the wind stops blowing, but the sun doesnât come out. Our house is cold. My father puts on trousers and a flannel shirt. He makes a fire in the woodstove. I think I would feel warmer if Rain were here.
After breakfast I ask if I can go outside and search for Rain.
My father stands on the
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