and thus donât have it shoved in your face from such close range.â
âMaybe. Do you think thereâs a connection?â
âI have no way to know,â Susan said.
âDo you think a man who prefers boys, or a woman who is married to a man who prefers boys, would have a reason to kill some horses?â
âAs Iâve said, mine is a retrospective profession, as isyours. Weâre much better at explaining why people did things than we are at predicting what they might do.â
âOur business is generally after the fact,â I said.
âYes.â
âYouâre not going to solve this for me, then.â
âNo. Iâm not.â
âAnd what about my sexual needs?â
âI could talk dirty on the phone.â
âI think Iâm too old for that to work anymore,â I said.
âThen unless youâre coming home soon, I guess youâll have to mend your fences with SueSue.â
âAnd if I do?â
âIâll shoot her, and swear I was aiming at a horse.â
âI thought you shrinks had too much self-control for jealousy,â I said.
âOnly during office hours.â
THIRTEEN
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I WAS JUST finished shaving when I got a call from Becker, the Lamarr sheriffâs deputy.
âGot a horse shot over in Alton, in South Carolina. Thought Iâd drive over and have a look. You want to ride along?â
âYes.â
âPick you up in âbout fifteen minutes.â
I was standing in front of the motel by the lobby door when Becker pulled up in a black Ford Crown Victoria. There was a blue light sitting on the dashboard, and a long buggy whip antenna, but no police markings. When I got in, the car smelled of food. Becker was drinking coffee. On the seat beside him was a large brown paper bag.
âGot us some sausage biscuits,â Becker said, âand coffee. Help yourself.â
He pulled the car away from the motel and out onto the county road.
âWhat about granola?â I said.
âHave to go over to Atlanta for that,â Becker said. âPeople in Columbia County donât eat granola and donât tolerate those who do.â
I poured a little container of cream into a paper cup full of coffee and stirred in several sugars. I drank some, and fished out a large biscuit with a sausage patty in the middle.
âOkay,â I said. âIâll make do.â
âFigured youâd eat most things,â Becker said.
âWhat about the horse shooting?â
âStable over in Alton, Canterbury Farms, somebody snuck around their stable last night, shot a filly named Carolina Moon.â
âDead?â
âDonât know,â Becker said. âJust picked it up off the wire. Got no jurisdiction, you know, over in South Carolina.â
âMe either,â I said.
âHell, you got no jurisdiction anywhere,â Becker said.
âItâs very freeing,â I said.
I drank some more coffee as the Georgia landscape gave way with no discernible change to the South Carolina landscape. I checked my arteries. Blood still seemed to be getting through, so I had another sausage biscuit.
I was experiencing a little of the separateness I always felt when I was away from Susan. It wasnât unreality exactly, it was more a sense that there was a large empty space around me. Even now, sitting in a squadcar, maybe eighteen inches from another guy, there was a sense of crystalline isolation. It was not loneliness, nor did the feeling make me unhappy. It was simply a feeling different from any other, a feeling available only when I was away from Susan. I was alone.
âWhat do you know about the Clive family?â I said.
âSomebody been shooting their horses,â Becker said.
âBesides that,â I said. âAny of them had any problems with the law?â
âClives are the most important family in the whole Columbia County,â Becker said.
Peter Corris
Patrick Flores-Scott
JJ Hilton
C. E. Murphy
Stephen Deas
Penny Baldwin
Mike Allen
Sean Patrick Flanery
Connie Myres
Venessa Kimball