someone shouts. Dayton has no idea what that means. She skates away from the boards, thinking maybe she is too close to them.
Ever since she left John, Dayton has tried to do things differently. Her first thing was to move away. That was different. Not like her. And she didnât just move down the block either, but to a new country, to a city sheâd never heard of, a small town, really. The second thing she tried to do differently was to make friends. She didnât have any friends in L.A. who werenât Johnâs friends first. So when she needed help there was never anyone there for her. Dayton had no one. And now sheâs playing ice hockey. (âYou donât call it ice hockey, â Trish said. âItâs just hockey. If you call it ice hockey, people will know youâve never played.â âBut Iâve never played,â Dayton said. âI know that, Dayton, and you know that, but you donât want anyone else to know that, do you?â) Thatâs her third different thing.
The tree outside the window of Daytonâs new house reminds her, late at night, of the one that sucked that kid into it in the movie
Poltergeist
. Dark and huge and thick, its limbs reaching out to her, scratching ominously against her window. Carrieâs snuffles on the baby monitor echo through the house. John is somewhere back in California, probably out at the bars with another tanned, breast-implanted woman. After all, what other kind of women are there in California? How stupid Dayton feels to have believed him. To have married him. To have stayed with him when he did the things he did to her. âHow stupid am I?â she asks the tree each night before she falls asleep. But Dayton knew she couldnât get away. Not without completely disappearing. John doesnât like to lose anything â his car keys, a dime, his sunglasses, his wife. Losing is for losers, he says.
âDayton, puck,â Trish is screaming at her, and Dayton sees a break in front of her and rushes in to take a swipe at the puck. Again, she misses. She canât seem to connect that small black dot with her long wooden stick. It seems easy, but for some reason it isnât. But she can skate. Dayton knows she can skate â all those figure skating lessons as a kid paid off â if only she could hit the puck. Someone skates past her so quickly that Dayton can feel the wind. She looks at her stick as if itâs the stickâs fault. But, in fact, the stick has kept her standing. She realizes she is using it as a crutch. Balancing herself with it. Leaning on it. Heavy.
Itâs such a typical story â the Husband and the Buxom Blond. It happens all the time. Trish waved her hands around her head when Dayton told her and said, âOh my god, canât men do something new once in a while? Canât they surprise us?â Dayton smiled then because John was full of surprises. Surprises Dayton could predict but that still surprised her. Angry, shouting, predictable surprises. She liked Trish immediately. Trish who has been married to the same quiet guy for twenty-three years. Trish who has a house full of kids and dogs and cats and goldfish, a messy, lived-in, disorganized, happy house. Trish who makes teddy bears for a living. Sewing on button eyes and sparkly ribbons. âBuxom,â Trish said. âNow thatâs a word I havenât heard since before I was born.â She held up her wine glass to toast the word. She laughed loudly. The kitten, Max, moved slightly on her lap. âBuxom.â
Dayton skates to the bench. Two minutes off. Two minutes on. The sweat is rolling down her nose, her temples, her neck. She feels as if she is wearing a sauna.
âIâm dripping,â she says to Trish. âEspecially my hands.â Dayton holds up her gloves, looks at them. âWhy are my hands so sweaty? And my elbows. And my neck.â
âThis is way too much fun,â
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