Kailani & Bishop: A Case of the Exes by B. Love Page B

Courtney took my virginity.
    I was at his house one day with him and his cousin and Mike fell asleep. I was getting ready to head out, so I went to Court’s bedroom to let him know that I was leaving. When I made it to the door, my mouth almost dropped when I saw what he was working with. He was jacking off, sitting on the edge of his bed. I didn’t want him to know that I saw him, but I must have gasped louder than I thought I did because he immediately looked up as I ran from the door. He ran after me and grabbed me lightly. I remember it like it was yesterday.
    “Lay… I’m…”
    “It’s cool. I should have knocked.”
    “Nah, I should have closed the door. I ain’t mean for you to see that. It’s just… you looking good today and then, I had to watch you and Mike mess around before he got high and fell asleep. I was horny as hell, obviously,” he said with a smile before looking me up and down. Blushing, I took a step back. He had me feeling some type of way. A way that his cousin Mike had never made me feel before.
    “You think I look good?” I heard myself ask.
    I didn’t know why it mattered. He wasn’t mine. He was Kai’s and she was my best friend.
    “Of course, Ma. You know you look good, Lay. Quit frontin’.”
    I blushed harder. I knew I looked good, but it was something about the way a man looked at you and told you, you’re beautiful sometimes. With the right man, you just… believe it. It was like you’re hearing it for the first time.
    “Thanks, Court. You, um, look good too.”
    This time, he blushed. “So, what was it that you wanted anyway?”
    “I was just coming to let you know that I was leaving since Mike fell asleep.”
    “You don’t have to leave yet. Kick it with me for a while. Smoke some wit’ me.”
    “Nah, I only smoke with Mike. It’s cool, though.”
    “Well, let me drive you home you don’t need to be walking by yourself.”
    He was right. It was dark and I didn’t need to be walking by myself, so I agreed to just stay until Mike woke up. The last thing I needed was to be alone with him right now.
    “Well, I’ll just stay here until Mike wakes up, then he can take me home.”
    He looked at me skeptically. “What’s up, Lay? You don’t trust me or something?”
    “No, it’s not that at all, Court.”
    “Then, what is it? Why you acting funny?”
    “I’m not acting funny. I just don’t want to be alone with you.”
    “Then, you don’t trust me,” he spoke in an offended tone as he took a step back.
    “No, Courtney, damn. It’s not you I don’t trust.”
    “So who is that you don’t trust, Layyah?”
    “Myself.” I hung my head in shame, but I could see him smile.
    “You don’t trust yourself alone with me?” he asked lifting my head by my chin.
    “No, I don’t, especially not after what I just saw.”
    I jumped slightly when his hand caressed my face. He caught me off guard with all of this physical contact. Besides the occasional side hug, we’d never touched before.
    With his hand still resting on my face, he cupped my neck with the other and pulled me into his chest. Slowly, he leaned down and kissed my cheek.
    “Court… we can’t…” I whispered in fear. “Kai is my best friend and Mike is in the other room.”
    “Fuck them. It’s about you and me right now.”
    I didn’t want to be turned on, but I was. I didn’t want to get wet, but I did. His lips found mine as his hands slipped under my shirt. Covering my hands with his, he pulled them into his boxers and put them on his dick. He was much bigger than Mike. Mike and I had never had sex before, but I jacked him off and he fingered me a few times since I was a virgin. After pulling my hand up and down over his dick to show me how he wanted me to do it, he removed his hands from mine and let me do it on my own as he ended our kiss and hung his head back in ecstasy.
    “Can I touch you there?” he asked, looking me in my eyes.
    I bit my lip and nodded my head