disappeared. Heâs home.â
People started coming up and shaking my hand and smiling and touching me and there were tears everywhere as I heard the names of aunts and uncles and cousins and just plain White Dog folk for the first time. Stanley stood off to the side looking over at me and smiling, smiling and smiling. After a while they all moved away and started looking me over again.
âHo-leeee!â said a voice.
âWow!â
âSure heâs a Raven?â someone asked. âLooks like a walkinâ fishinâ lure or somethinâ!â
âYeah, that hairâs a good reminder to the kids âbout foolinâ round with the electircal!â
âAnâ whatâs that smell? Smell like that should have fruit flies all around his head!â
âDamndest-lookinâ Indyun I ever saw! Looks kinda like that singer we seen on TV that time. Whatâs âis name now? James Brown? Yeah. We got us one James Brown-lookinâ Indian here!â
âCome on,â Stanley said once people started moving away. âThereâs a buncha people up at my house been feelinâ kinda down âcause they figured you werenât cominâ. Seeinâ youâs gonna make âem all feel a whole lot better. You okay?â
âYeah,â I said. âLeast, I think so. Itâs kinda weird, man.â
âYeah,â he said, âI guess so. Wanted to ease you in slow but you werenât on the bus. What happened?â
âNothinâ, man,â I said. âDonât matter.â
âLeast youâre here now,â he said. âThatâs all we wanted. Took a long time to find you.â
âTell me about it,â I said. âTell me about it.â
They been cominâ for our kids long time now. Nothinâ new. Not for us. They been cominâ on the sly for years. I always thought it was us Indyuns sâposed to do all the sneakinâ and creepinâ around. But those white people, boy, they got us beat when it come to sneakinâ through the bushes. Maybe we taught âem too much. Heh, heh, heh
.
The boyâs storyâs not much diffârent from what we seen around here for a long time. Sure, in them movies us Indyuns are always runninâ off with children and raisinâ them up savage. Give âem funny-soundinâ names like Found on the Prairie, Buffalo Dog or somethinâ. I always figured they shoulda called âem Wind in His Pants, Plenty Bingos, Busts Up Laughing or Sneaks Off Necking. Somethinâ really Indyun. Heh, heh, heh. But in the real world itâs the white people kept on sneakinâ off with our kids. Guess they figured they were doinâ us a favor. Gonna give them kids the benefit of good white teachinâ, raise them up proper. Only thing they did was create a whole new kinda Indyun. We used to call them Apples before we really knew what was happeninâ. Called âem Apples on accounta theyâre red on the outside and white on the inside. It was a cruel joke on accounta it was never their fault. Only those not livinâ with respect use that term now
.
But we lost a generation here. In the beginning it was the missionary schools. Residential schools they called them. Me I
was there. They come and got me when I was five and took me and a handful of others. The boyâs mother was one of them. They took us and cut off our hair, dressed us in baggy clothes so we all looked the same, told us our way of livinâ and prayinâ was wrong and evil. Got beat up for speakinâ Indyun. If we did that weâd all burn in hell they told us. Me I figured I was already brown why not burn the rest of the way, so I ran away. Came back here. Lots of others stayed though. Lots never ever came back and them that did were real diffârent. Got the Indyun all scraped off their insides. Like beinâ Indyun was a fungus or somethinâ. They scraped it
Katie Flynn
Sharon Lee, Steve Miller
Lindy Zart
Kristan Belle
Kim Lawrence
Barbara Ismail
Helen Peters
Eileen Cook
Linda Barnes
Tymber Dalton