like itâs in my throat, beating a scream from my mouth. I jump in front my sister, my crazy, rude, wonderful, beautiful sister.
The air in the kitchen thickens like fog. Fear takes ahold of me. I fear this is my fault. I fear this power will only bring terrible things. I fear this is only the beginning.
I take everything Iâm afraid of and shove it aside. Itâs like my body isnât even mine, a bright burning light surrounds me, flows through me and hits the maloscuro. I fall on my knees, shaking as I hold the barrier between the creature and us.
The kitchen rumbles with thunder. The charge pulls from my stomach. It both tickles and hurts, an invisible chord that links me to the magic and the maloscuro. I feel its essence and my skin crawls. Itâs malign, unwanted, death.
I cry out as my control on the shield weakens. The creature needs only a little bit of weakness to get in. A burning pain slashes across my chest and then instantly goes cold. The maloscuro freezes in place. Its wicked, wide mouth is open, like a bear trap ready to snap around my head. The rotting smell makes me gag.
âYou froze it!â my mom marvels.
âI canât hold it!â Sweat drips down my face. Blood drips from the bleeding cuts on my chest.
âGet back,â my mother says. She raises the mace over her head and screams to the Deos. She swings down hard. The spikes crunch against the maloscuroâs skull. A wet splatter hits my face. She hits it again and again. When she brings down the mace for a final blow, our whole house trembles.
8
Shell of sea and cinder flame,
show us the enemy to blame.
Dirt of earth and wing of skies,
stop his heart and blind his eyes.
âProtection Canto, Book of Cantos
When I wake up, Iâm on the living room floor. Rose is laid out beside me, a pillow tucked under her head. Lulaâs on the couch next to me.
âYou both passed out,â Lula says. Her knees are drawn up to her chest. Her eyes are red and puffy. I donât think Iâve seen Lula cry this hard since Tristan Hart, the swim team captain, broke up with her last year.
âYouâre healed.â
âMa did it.â Lula covers the side of her face with her hair. âThereâs a scar.â
I put my hand on her arm, but she pulls away. I wonder if she blames me.
âWhereâs Ma?â I try to sit up, but everything hurts. When I look down, I see my shirt is ripped open. Four red scars mark my chest.
âIâm sorry,â she says. âYour cut was deeper than mine. We couldnât heal it completely. Itâll scar too.â
I donât care about a scar. I care that my family is alive.
âLulaâ¦â As my eyes adjust, I can see the bruises across her chest, the dark circles around her eyes.
âDonât. We had to heal you. Weâre blood, Alex.â She hesitates but then holds her hand for me to take.
I squeeze her hand. âThank you.â
âMaâs Circle is here. Theyâre cleansing the house and getting rid ofâof that thing .â
I stare at the ceiling, settling into the buzz on my skin. Thereâs a huge spot where the paint is chipping away. Dad used to say he was going to fix it, but then he left, and every day, it gets bigger and bigger.
âI used to think Mama Juanita made them up,â I say. âJust to scare us into eating her tripe soup.â
Lulaâs laugh is wet and snotty, but it feels good to hear. âAnd then sheâd promise a unicorn, but Iâm still waiting on that one.â
We lie still, listening to the tumble of shells across the kitchen floor. They absorb all the bad energy, and then theyâre sent out to sea for cleansing. I think of the maloscuroâs head cracking open, the insides splattering all over the kitchen. I wonder if there are enough shells in the world to cleanse this house.
âWhy is my face so stiff?â I ask her.
âDo you know what
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