time.
âHey, Gloria, can I use your phone real quick?â
âYeah, go ahead.â
Ring, ring, ring.
âHello,â a female voice said.
âWhy the fuck are you blowing my pager up like that?â I said with an immediate attitude.
âJovan, somebody broke into the apartment!â the female on the other end of the phone yelled hysterically.
âWhat?â I asked, not sure I had heard her correctly.
âThey came in through the balcony.â
âIs there anything missing?â
âI dunno! The furniture is all ripped up, the TV is broken. It doesnât look like they were trying to steal shit. It looks more like they vandalized the place. Jovan, Iâm going to call the police,â she said.
âNo! Hell no! Donât call the police. Iâm on my way,â I said quickly.
âJovan, please hurry up. Iâm scared.â
When I hung up the phone, Gloria could see that I was mad as hell.
âIs everything all right?â she asked me.
âYeah, Iâm cool. Look, I gotta go right now. I got something to do.â
âAll right, Jovan. You sure youâre okay?â
âYeah, yeah, Iâm okay,â I said, walking out the door.
When I came outta Gloriaâs house and walked toward my car, Mal-Mal came running down the street.
âHey, Uncle Jay, where you going? I thought you were gonna stay and light the fireworks with me.â
âIâll be back, Mal-Mal. Right now Iâve got something to do.â
âCan I go with you?â he asked me.
âNaw, man, this is important; but Iâll be back,â I told him.
âHurry back, Uncle Jay, âcause itâs almost dark now.â
âOkay, younginâ.â
As I pulled away from Wyle Street, I saw Ms. Cookie walking toward Gloriaâs house. She was walking real fast. I rolled down the window and said, âHey, Ms. Cookie.â
âOh, hi, baby. Where you going?â Ms. Cookie asked.
âIâve gotta go do something. Look, I brought Mal-Mal some fireworks, and I donât know if Iâma make it back in time to light âem up with him. If I donât get back in time, can you do it?â I said to Ms. Cookie.
âYeah, baby, Iâll do that. Iâm on my way to Gloriaâs anyway.â
âOkay then, Ms. Cookie. See you later.â
âJovan, hold up for a minute.â
âWhatâs up?â
âBaby, you got ten dollars so I can get Mal-Mal something to eat from the carryout?â Ms. Cookie said.
âYeah, hold up,â I said, reaching into my back pocket where I kept a knot of ones and peeled off twenty dollars. I knew if I gave Ms. Cookie only ten, sheâd just go cop a dime of blow, but with twenty she could get Mal-Mal something from the carryout and do whatever with the rest.
As I got on the highway to Bowie, all I could think about was my money. I had fifty thousand dollars over this bitchâs house. My mind was racing. Who the fuck did this? I never brought anybody over there, and when I came home, Iâd circle the parking lot a couple of times before I got out. I was always cautious not to put my bank in any danger. The more I thought about it, the madder I got and the harder my foot pressed on the gas.
As I turned off the highway onto the ramp, I reached under my seat and pulled out my black Beretta 9 mm. I always kept my pistol with me, especially when I was in Southeast, cause on that south side niggas ainât have no picks; they were always trying to kidnap and rob anybody who was getting some money.
Although the city was in an uproar around this time, I never had to use my Beretta. No one had given me a reason to. No one violated me like that dope fiend did back in â85, but tonight I felt violated, and whoever did this surely deserved two to the head. Iâd killed before, and I would certainly kill again.
As I pulled into the parking lot, I didnât circle the
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