stay and watch them boys?â It sounds like Little Bird. âBumbaclots going nowhereâdead donât walk.â âYeah, them boys is going to move.â Thatâs older brother Birdie. âThem coming with us, once we fix them right. Got to get them ready for travelâfor easy packing. The rest of us is goinâ to make a run to get the tools.â Water plugs my nostrilsâit takes all Iâve got to stop from blowing out. I take little tastes of air with the high side of my mouth. Iâve got less than a minute before thatâs gone too. âWhat tools?â Bird asks. Kodyâs forearm blocks the drain. I get my hand under, so itâs my palm blocking the drain. It might slurp and thatâll get Birdie and Little Birdâs attention. Or might not. I tense up and get ready to chance it. âCutlasses. Machetes. We going take these Brooklyn boys to pieces and leave Devin with a mystery, see? So you sit tight, little rudeboy, until we come back with the proper.â The drain slurps, one quick burst. I piss one warm trickle. My breath comes back in short hard draws as I wait for Birdie to come poking. But thereâs nothing but the shower static. I canât make out much in the front room. It sounds like it happens the way Birdie said. Him and the posse leave to get carving tools to chop up me and the boys like jerk chicken. Iâm blind and half deaf at the bottom of the tub with no idea if Little Bird is out on the stoop or sitting on the shitter three feet away. But I do know they left him with something, which puts him up on me. But nowâs better than never, and never is showing up when Birdie comes back with the machetes. You canât play dead through a dismemberment. My bodyâs aching all over from ice water and dead weight all pressing on me. I pull in my arm, playing Twister with stiffs. My elbow popsâI wait for the bulletsâthe bullets donât come. I raise up from under Skinny, not looking at his face. His half-a-face. I break out to the surface. Pushing Skinny aside sets something loose. He barks a death rattle. For a second I think itâs mine. I look around. The bathroom is empty. I live a few more minutes at least. Iâm standing in the spray, stepping out of the tub. Our clothes are gone. The yardies stole my drawers. The door is open. I canât see Little Bird. Iâm looking for something to split his dome. Looking and seeing nothing. I donât have long. Birdie has to have his machetes stashed someplace. I donât think the yardies are at the hardware store shopping right now. I take a peek through the doorway. Little Birdâs sitting in the same chair I was in thirty minutes ago with his back to me. He thinks any threat to him is coming through the door, not from the tub full of corpses. Maybe heâs right. Back in the bathroom I canât find anything to kill him with. I could rip off the towel rack, but itâs flimsy fake brass. Thereâs one old toothbrush. Itâd work to shove that through the eyeball straight into the brain, but thatâs crazy kung fu shit and I canât take that kind of chance. That leaves a bottle of shampoo and a dirty-ass towel. Even covered in the blood of my friends I canât think of anything murderous to do with a shampoo bottle, so that leaves the towel. I soak the towel over Dapâs body. I twist it tight into a rope and come creeping on Little Bird. My feet stick as I go through the kitchen. We kept it sloppy here. Real sloppy. But thatâs over now. I cross my arms, slip the towel over Little Birdâs neck, and straighten my elbows like Iâm ripping something apart. Heclaws at it. He makes noises like a busted radiator. He kicks his life out onto the dirty linoleum. His drawers got piss in them, so I wear his baggy jeans commando and slip on the fat flannel shirt. Baggy gear means everything fits everybody. Iâm ready to make a