the best sense. He’ll be 13 your husband one day. The daddy to your kids. My god, they’re 14 going to be ridiculously beautiful kids I’ll spoil rotten.” 15 “Marriage?” 16 “Take that shock out of your voice. I know you too well. Of 17 course, marriage. He lets you continue to live in your little house 18 because it makes you happy and you can both pretend things 19 aren’t totally serious yet. But they are.” 20 “Whoa now. Marriage is a ways off. Yes, we love each other. 21 But he’s got issues and I’m still young. We have time.” 22 Mary used the hand blender to quickly pulse together the 23 ingredients for the salsa- style dipping sauce. 24 “Sure you have time. But he’s not some guy who’ll be content 25 to date you forever. He knows your value. Knows you’re amaz- 26 ing and he will want you under his roof. He’ll want you to marry 27 him and have his babies. He’s traditional that way. And you S28 want that too, even if you try to tell me you don’t.” She put some N29 • 47 • 9780425256084_Lush_TX_p1-308.indd 47 9780425256084_Lush_TX_p1-308.indd 47 23/11/12 12:24 PM 23/11/12 12:24 PM Lauren Dane 01 of the sauce into a little bowl, pushing it and an empanada to 02 Daisy. “Taste.” 03 “More cilantro. You should open up like a counseling busi- 04 ness you run while you prepare food. What about you? When 05 do you fi nd your forever?” 06 Mary shrugged. “I will when I’m supposed to. Right now, I 07 have Luxe up and running. I’ve got jobs lined up for months. 08 I’ve got the supper club booked for nearly a year. Profi ts are up. 09 My friends are getting married. My brother has fi nally admit- 10 ted he’s in love with Jules. I’m not opposed to forever. I want it 11 and all. Just not right now. I feel like I’d shortchange a relation-12 ship in favor of my business. I want all my energy on that and 13 I don’t want to have to feel guilty about it.” 14 Daisy nodded. “Fair enough. The dinner is in two weeks. 15 There’ll be six. Well, I guess eight if you count me and Levi. His 16 brother Jonah and Jonah’s daughter will be there as well as two 17 of his other brothers. Mal and his wife are conveniently 18 unavailable.” 19 Mal Warner’s wife had been atrociously rude to Daisy and 20 thus was on Mary’s we- hate- you- forever list. 21 “It’s unavoidable that we’ll come into contact. Levi loves his 22 brother. And I do too. Mal is a sweet guy. With horrible taste 23 in women, obviously. But I don’t ever want Levi to feel like his 24 has to choose me over his family. I won’t be that.” 25 “You aren’t that. People need to be responsible for what they 26 do or say and to stop hiding behind the excuse that because it’s 27 family no one should ever say anything.” 28S “Says the gal with the perfect family.” 29N • 48 • 9780425256084_Lush_TX_p1-308.indd 48 9780425256084_Lush_TX_p1-308.indd 48 23/11/12 12:24 PM 23/11/12 12:24 PM Lush Mary laughed. “Not perfect, but we do love each other. You 01 were right about the sauce.” She poured it into a container so it 02 could travel safely and tucked it into one of the big fridges. 03 “You’re still going to New York next month, right?” 04 Adrian was on a summer and early fall tour that had started 05 just a few days after the wedding. For most of it, Gillian and 06 Miles would travel with him. And then Gillian would bring 07 Miles back so he could start school. 08 Next month they had a date at Madison Square Garden and 09 as a big thank- you for all the wedding help, Adrian was fl ying 10 out all their friends to see his shows there. Backstage passes. 11 Swank boutique hotel. He’d even pulled some strings and gotten 12 Mary reservations at a few restaurants she’d been dreaming about. 13 “Hell yes. I wouldn’t miss it.” 14 “Damien’s band opens for them.