under the bit of the pillow I squash up. I wanted to keep it warm all night.
The next morning, before Iâd even had breakfast, I emailed Polly about the egg and the bracelet and then I thought Iâd better check Dadâs Hotmail account in case Spooky had emailed him. I didnât think she would have. After all, youâre supposed to move slowly into these things, but she was obviously the storming type. There wasnât just one email from her, there were two.
Dear Greenman (that was Pollyâs idea, not mine!)
Wow! I hadnât expected a reply so soon. Or such a long email. I mean most guys think that three lines is a lot of effort. Iâll try to answer your questions and then Iâll throw some of mine into the ring, shall I?
My son is fourteen. Itâs a difficult age. Heâs a great kid whoâs had to deal with a lot of stuff and Iâm very proud of him. Heâs not a standard-issue kind of boy. Heâs pretty quiet, maybe even a bit nerdy, but heâs been a fabulous support for me over the years. Heâs got a lot of interests including computer games and he reads a lot. He could do with a male mentor, though. Iâm afraid my ex isnât very helpful in that regard as he doesnât see Cal very often.
I do a few things. Iâm involved in some community groups and help out a friend who has a café from time to time. Iâve been basically in recovery from some unpleasant relationship issues for a while. But I can feel myself becoming whole again. Didnât someone once say what doesnât kill us makes us stronger?
Iâm thinking of studying to become a masseuse. I like the idea of earning money doing something that heals others.
I do envy your vegie garden. Unfortunately, the house weâre renting has this really vertical kind of garden. I think you could terrace it or something, but not when youâre renting.
And how wonderful to go camping with your daughter. See, I think thatâs the kind of thing Cal needs â just to give him some other outlets. He needs to really witness nature, not just the inside of his bedroom. But campingâs not the kind of thing Iâd feel confident doing by myself. Being a single woman cuts off a lot of things that Iâd normally love doing.
How about you? Do you love travelling? What kind of music do you listen to? Are you into meditation?
Letâs keep talking,
Lianna
Then the second email said:
Dear Greenman,
Sorry, just realised how much Iâd written. I hope you donât find it boring. Itâs so easy to run on in an email, isnât it? You just sit down in front of the keyboard and finding yourself saying things you probably wouldnât say in person. Iâd be intimidated. Or think they sounded weird. Hope you donât mind these long emails. Iâll try to keep them shorter in future.
Lianna
I printed them out and took them to school. We were in way over our heads, I thought.
Polly disagreed. âShe sounds okay,â she said, âa bit whacky, but not totally off the planet.â
âShe talks about healing too much, and issues,â I said.
âYeah, but sheâs opening up. Weâd better make your dad open up, too.â
âWhat?â
âYou know, show his vulnerable side.â
âWhich is?â
âI dunno. Itâs too early to say heâs unemployed, isnât it?â
âDad always says self-employed when he applies for a job.â Polly was the only person I could tell this kind of stuff to.
âYeah, good thinking. Do you want me to, you know, try casting a get-a-job spell for him?â
I practically swivelled my head so I could stare Polly right in the face. She stared back, unflinchingly. âYou reckon you can do that?â
âI just need a bit of his hair.â
âA bit of his hair?â
âTo do the spell.â
âOkay, well, Iâll see what I can do. I
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