think maybe they are or were, or they know one or some. See, one theory of hers is that once you are a victim you remain so, because the bondage is repressed along with the memory, until you are healed by a conscious and contrary imposition of the power of light. Thatâs the side sheâs on.
âThese people are being guided by Cover-Hoover as they cast off the guilt and shame and dread and shackles of their newly recovered remembered former years. Sheâs very effective, and sheâd be especially convincing for people at a crossroads of grief or indecision, who are looking for someone to be.â Molly walked to the cabinet over the sink and pulled down coffee mugs. âYou want coffee?â
Fred shook his head. âThat doesnât sound like your sister Ophelia,â he said. âBelieving all this? At her age?â
âNope. But, Fred, these people in the audience were not kids. Theyâre half of them as old as you and me. Some look fifty and older.â
Fred said, âYour sister is concerned with the bottom line, and in this case I donât see where it is. I mean, what soap or mouthwash or kitty litter wants to sponsor a Satanism TV show? How does the profit motive fit in, and doesnât the shrink lose all credibility if she starts driving a big gold Caddy?â
Molly ran water into a kettle, put it on the stove, and stood over it, fidgeting. âThe lecture was free and Cover-Hoover made a point of insisting that she charges nothing for private deprogramming,â Molly said. âIt looks like reckless volunteerism of a purely eleemosynary nature. Since it must represent a lot of labor with people who are not by nature a barrel of laughs, I am mystified at the moment. I didnât stay through it all. Partly on account of my misspent youth, I hightailed it when they started chanting.â
Fred fetched himself a beer out of the fridge. âChanting,â he said. âRight.â
âVictim of Darkness, child of Light,â Molly chanted softly. The kettle squealed. âItâs catchy and persuasive, and meaningless, like much that impels the human race to take decisive action.â She put water onto brown crystals and stirred.
Fred poured beer into his coffee mug. âWhen they say âLight,â I presume they mean God?â
âThe idea is to replace the formulae for repression with new, positive mantras. You are allowed to think in terms of God and Satan if you wish.â
âRight,â Fred said. âWash out the brainwashing. Godâs too male. âLightâ is better, maybe, for the purpose. Did they work it like AA, everyone having a story to tell?â
âEnough to give us all the cold grues,â Molly said, âfor the next forty months. And the stories told were pretty devil-specific. A lot of victims out there.â
Fred said, âAs I walked through the highly literate wasteland of Harvard Square earlier, I noticed lots of them go to Harvard.â
âIâm calling Ophelia,â Molly said, âto try to warn her off. This woman is poison. Itâll be nine oâclock in Denver. Itâs going to take a while, so hit your Men and Memories again if you want.â
Coming in fifty pages later, Molly said, âThe thing about Ophelia is, like Oprah or Roseanne, you understand their intellective processes in the light of the profit motive. But Pheelyâs sounding as if thereâs something in it for me as well, which I am not used to. I told her I want no part of whatever she has in mind and she insists: âTalk to the Doctor is all Iâm asking, honey.ââ
She looked over Fredâs shoulder at the book. âIncidentally, Ophelia found a painter in Denver, she said. Wants you to know, Fred, because of your interest in the arts. She says this guy is going to be the new Leroy Neiman.
âAnyway, âJust talk to Eunice,â Pheely says. âPlease? For
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