Master of Deception: Things aren't always what they seem by Karoyln Huddleston Page A

just as fine as the day he left us. Hello baby, I'm so sorry that...shhhh he said as he looked deep into my soul through my eyes like only he could. I love you with all that is in me...I'd give anything to be with you. But God had other plans for you and I. Tristan I don't want you to ever live alone. I need you to be OK, loved and looked after. “But Jay I only want to be with you I can't love another like I love you”, I spoke through my tears. As I reached for him he fell into my arms and we held each other in complete silence... and it felt good. I never want this moment to end. And all of a sudden Alexis was waking me up to eat and take my meds. I confusingly looked up at her. And as I looked around there was no sign of Jay. It was all a dream, yet it felt so real I could even smell the scent of his cologne. I looked at my wife, and felt so much pain for all I’d put her through. She and I both had been through so much, especially today...hell these few years. As she fixed my plate and organized my forks and spoons I just lay there looking at her. After everything, my wife was still right here...her love was and has always been very deep and unconditional. As hurt as I am…I can’t be mad at my wife. I’ve always loved her, and now without Jay my world has ended. She lost her lover and best friend just like I did. I glanced over at her pampering me and just basically being Alexis, my wife and my helper as always. Her eyes tell me that she is so sorry for everything that has happened and so am I. Yet I’m so happy to no longer be in the closet about my sexuality. I am a gay black man and I am proud to be so.
     
     
     
    Chapter 33
    Alexis
    My words are so few, Tristan needs someone to look after him. I mean I know that he will be ok but what will his life hold now, I told him he is more than welcome to come home with me and Ronnie and we can sort things out when he feels better. He said he’d like that, and honestly so would I. I will stand by him and help in in any way possible, regardless of what, he is still my husband and my friend and at this time we definitely need one another.
    THE END
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